A child without a home.

Crying in the middle of the night is not only because of the existence of love, here I want to tell my own story, my parents have been divorced since childhood. A boy lived with his father, but he never felt any fatherly love, but his father beat and scolded him from an early age and said that other people's children were so good. He didn't care about his children at all, so his father gave him to his uncle when his father came to pull him when he was 7 years old. He ate and drank at his uncle's house and got into a fight for no reason. And the child cries around and no one asks, and time may slowly forget, but a long time does not mean that he can forget all this. When the child is old enough to go to school, his father does not care about him at all. But his uncle is in charge of raising him and is going to let him go to school, but at this time his father comes to pull again, eating and drinking at his eldest brother's house and doing it. His relatives couldn't accept to send the child back to his father, so his uncle left.

But this is the fate of this child who is very sensible when his father goes out to work and cooks at home, and the little boy goes out to steal things and sell cigarettes to his father, so his father often beats him. Even in winter, he took off all his clothes and left them outside, but the boy didn't think so much because he was still young at that time, because every day he beat and scolded so much that he couldn't eat any delicious food, and what he wore was also worn by others. But boys don't care, they grow up in such a bad situation. Until he was 14 years old, he was fooling around with a group of friends. His family never asked how much he wanted his family to care about him, but he never cared about even his mother. However, in the face of the fact that the boy was born to his stepmother when he was in his sister, regardless of asking, every time he went to his mother and said nothing, he said that his father was so bad, but you know what a son thinks. You were there when I needed you most. None of them were there, so I learned bad step by step, until I got into the juvenile correctional center for two years. No one has ever come to see him, he is very sad, who caused all this. Other people's children are watched by others, but I am what I am. I just don't look at it. Am I giving too much to you.

Then why do you come to me sometimes? what am I? What am I. Who can answer me. When I was young, you know, there were a few people who wanted to take me away for a better life. I didn't promise to check things and sell money for you to take home when you were young, but what? Do I really have so much love for you? I need love, too. But how did you treat me since I was a child? Zhang is big. I don't like you because you gave birth to me once, so I can't love you because you are my parents. But ever since I was a child, you still don't care about me. Do you know how uncomfortable my heart is? you don't know that you will never know what I think in my heart. Do you know that sometimes I really want to die? why did you bring me into this world? why?

I came to this world, no one cares, no one asks, this year 28 pull, I do not know. How can I live. When no one cares or doesn't help, for the past or the future, I don't give any hope to anyone, what you do to me, how I treat you, I will not refuse you, but I really need you. There you are, Mom and Dad, everyone in his family asks me that you are very much them. I said no, I will get money for him when I go home and need me now. But I really want to say I'm fine, really, what I've become is your selfishness, don't care about me, I love you.