Although Xiao Gao is called Xiao Gao, he is not tall at all. when he grows up to college, Xiao Gao is no more than 1.6 meters. For boys, this is simply the shadow of a lifetime.
Therefore, Xiao Gao has always had a bit of inferiority complex.
He was used to looking in the mirror, then stretched out his hand and rowed taller than his body. when he dreamed that he had grown to 1.8 meters, he woke up to find that it was just an empty dream, and then lost it.
On the day the freshmen reported, Xiao Gao and his mother dragged a pile of luggage to school to report.
The luggage is heavy. Xiao Gao is a man and it is difficult to carry it.
I didn't want to, but I bumped into a senior sister, who was also very petite, taller and shorter. Seeing the painstaking appearance of Xiao Gao and his mother, she welcomed them excitedly.
"Brother, which building is the dormitory in?" A big smile.
"Building one."
"OK, I'll take you there. You two have a lot of luggage. I'll take it for you."
Xiao Gao didn't have time to stop it, and then he saw that such a petite girl had carried his luggage on her back. not only that, she turned her head and gave him a laugh: "Let's go, Sister, I'll take you there." Cheerful smile, with a special sense of free and easy.
Xiao Gao said: at that time, both he and his mother were stunned and walked foolishly behind the elder sister.
At that time, I thought, why is this girl so special?
Xiao Gao majored in law at university. In fact, he is quite able to speak. If he becomes a lawyer in the future, he will only have to open his mouth.
But do not know why, in front of the elder sister, clumsy tongue, a sentence over and over again, obviously such a simple meaning, Xiao Gao means that he is not clear, but Xiao Gao wants to ask her for help.
The elder sister is also very enthusiastic, come and go, but the two people are quite familiar with each other. Both of them like to go out to play, and they will also make an appointment to climb the mountain together on weekends.
Once two people went to Huaguo Mountain together, without much preparation, they each brought a bottle of water up the mountain.
Where did I think that when I finally climbed the mountain, the two people were already hungry.
At that time, instant noodles were sold on the mountain. When asked about the price, a barrel of instant noodles cost 20 yuan.
Xiao Gao was stunned at that time. As soon as he touched his pocket, he took fifteen yuan and went out.
"after we go down the mountain, let's eat instant noodles at the foot of the mountain. It's too expensive here."
Xiao Gao turned his head, and he felt that he was talking hard.
"Why are you so stingy? you won't even buy me a cup of instant noodles." The elder sister laughed and scolded, but stood up the next second. "Why don't you hurry up?" Xiao Gao hurriedly caught up with her. In fact, the elder sister likes to jump and jump when she walks. She is not steady at all. She looks even smaller than herself. Xiao Gao follows her like this. She only feels like eating honey in her heart. She wants to laugh very much, but tries to hold it back. At first glance, the expression of this man is particularly strange.
Then, Xiao Gao stretched out his hand and stretched forward again. He was not tall, and he was also very thin. Compared with people of his age, Xiao Gao was like a junior high school student. All of a sudden, Xiao Gao's eyes, unconsciously, darkened again.
What are you thinking about?
Xiao Gao waved his hand, but in the end, he was not as happy as just now.
After going down the mountain, the two of them still didn't eat instant noodles, so the elder sister bought him a hot dog, and then they took the bus back to school.
It was the best hot dog Xiao Gao has ever had, and even if he ate it many times later, I don't know why, I can't remember the taste.
The elder sister graduated this year and will leave school soon. She has good grades and is going to study in Japan. Xiao Gao couldn't say a word, so he felt that he should be happy for her, but he was suffocated in his heart.
Having known each other for three years, Xiao Gao knows that the elder sister does not have a boyfriend, but how can there be no boys chasing such a nice girl?
Xiao Gao saw someone send flowers to his elder sister more than once. The man who sent flowers was tall and energetic, and his smile made people feel very comfortable. Girls, I'm afraid they all like such boys.
It's just that he was so happy to know that his sister didn't accept it.
A few days before Sister left, Xiao Gao and Sister also had a group of friends to have a farewell dinner.
At that time, after three rounds of wine, you a glass of wine, I a glass of wine, toast. Xiao Gao was a little stunned when he drank.
Squinting, looking at the smiling appearance of the elder sister, I don't know why, a lot of words, all of a sudden, I can't hold back.
When we went back to school that night, we were stunned while others were in a daze. Xiao Gao just couldn't help saying, "Sister, you went to Japan. When you come back, why don't we be together?"
In fact, I drank too much wine that day, and I stumbled when I spoke, and Xiao Gao himself didn't know how to say it.
As soon as I finished, I couldn't help but stare and look aside unconsciously.
I don't know if I drank too much, or because of other factors, my heart was pounding, but my eyes didn't want to miss the slightest expression of each other.
"good." When Xiao Gao heard this, he thought he was dreaming, and then he rubbed his eyes and looked carefully. Although he nodded slightly, he really agreed.
At that moment, there was an upsurge of joy from the bottom of my heart.
Can no longer help, running in the campus, shouting loudly, even if disturbing the people, but also let everyone know their joy.
After the elder sister went to Japan, Xiao Gao wholeheartedly lived his own little life. He studied very hard. He wanted to wait for his sister to come back, he would already be able to find a better job, and then he could live a good life together.
He and his elder sister would get in touch with each other from time to time. At that time, there was no Wechat to talk about qq and daily life. In fact, they all kept talking without any nutrition, but as soon as they came up, they were very sweet.
That kind of feeling, even if two people are far apart, but the heart is still very close.
Soft and sweet, even if you are walking alone, you always seem to have endless strength to support yourself.
It's a long way, but the heart is close.
At that time, he was busy looking for a job, and occasionally when he was free, he wanted to talk to his elder sister. Although it was only a few hours of jet lag, the elder sister always failed to reply in time. He just thought that he would see each other again soon, and the joy in his heart was rising one after another.
When he received the call, Xiao Gao was actually at a loss.
It seems that all of a sudden, the sky is spinning and the head is hammered. I want to think very much, but I can't think.
The whole person was stunned, unspeakable and at a loss.
"Sister, sick, acute leukemia, want to see themselves for the last time."
It was my sister's mother who called.
He obviously speaks Chinese, he studies law, and there is no problem with logic understanding, but he just doesn't understand.
At that moment, the feeling that my heart was hollowed out turned out to be such a feeling.
When she was in graduate school, she found out that she was sick, acute leukemia, which came fiercely and fiercely, and knocked her down in only half a year.
She thought she would be all right, but unexpectedly, as soon as she lay down, she spent her whole life.
Xiao Gao went to see the elder sister for the last time, but for some reason, he always dared not recall. He remembered her holding his hand, smiling slightly, or her brilliant appearance, but the way she was lying in the hospital bed, he often closed his eyes. I felt the broken moment of my heart.
"live well, live a good life, and find a good girl."
This is the last word she left to Xiao Gao. on the day she left, the corner of her mouth was still smiling and her eyes were closed, as if she had gone peacefully.
For some reason, Xiao Gao kept thinking back and forth, "Why didn't you buy her a bucket of instant noodles when you were on the mountain?"
It's good for her to grind her face with her boss so that she can go down the mountain without being hungry.
Now, you can buy her one case and ten cases, but she will never see it again or eat it again.
It turns out that there are some mistakes, which is really eternal.
If you want to make amends, you can never make amends.
There are some defects, that is, the distance between life and death can no longer be close, and even the temperature of each other can not be touched.
Xiao Gao returned to his hometown city and still lived as usual.
Look for a job, then work hard, then make money, earn a lot of money, go to the gym after work, occasionally sing with friends, and go to the movies on weekends.
Life seems to be in order.
Only occasionally early in the morning, suddenly wake up from the dream, wake up, I do not know why, but can not sleep.
Later, Xiao Gao met a girl.
This girl is not particularly beautiful, but I don't know why, it makes people feel very comfortable. As soon as I see her smile, my heart suddenly warms up.
It is as if she can dispel the darkness in her heart with a smile.
Unconsciously, Xiao Gao wants to be nice to her.
Xiao Gao knew she didn't like him, but when he saw her, he wanted to be nice to her.
Xiao Gao knew that she was using him as a spare, but when she saw her brilliant smile, her heart would be very soft.
In this way, Xiao Gao was duty-bound to be kind to her for several years, but ah, he has always been a spare tire around her.
Friends all said, "is it worth it for a girl who doesn't like you?"
"it's not easy to meet someone you can like. How difficult it is, how difficult it is. I used to be so stupid. " When he said this, Xiao Gao's eyes narrowed slightly and seemed to be somewhat wistful.
In the world, it is really not easy to meet someone who makes you happy.
I have missed it before, so I unconsciously want to cherish it specially.
Even now, she has never been the same as before, and I love each other.
A person's life is to cross hundreds of millions of people and then meet you.
We are less than 1/1000 likely to meet someone, less than 1/100000 likely to know someone well, and less than 1/100000000 likely to fall in love with someone.
How lucky a person is to meet the one he likes.
How lucky are you? the person around you is the one in your heart.
All the encounters in the world are meant to break down the barriers of thousands of people and then meet.
It is not easy to meet a person I like, even if he does not like me, but we are also across the probability of a million, I can have a chance to like him.
It is not easy to meet people who love each other, but there is a 1/100000000 chance that we will meet and know each other, full of treasure and gratitude to each other.
Luckier than winning the lottery, I met you.
Cherish you very much, for fear that the torrent of fate will wash us away in the next second.
After all, life and death are the distance we can never break.
Say it out loud when you love.
Try to be nice to him if you like.
Because maybe the next second, you will never find this person again, and you are willing to be nice to him.
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