As for the past, seal it up and make it a memory.

It has been raining for several days, but it has finally cleared up.

It's already early winter here, and it's very cold. The weather in the north is always changeable. It gets hot and cold quickly. Xi'an seems to have no four seasons, and there are only two seasons in a year, summer and winter. The spring and autumn season is not obvious at all. Even the plants around you do not know the growth of spring and autumn and are not affected by the changes of the four seasons at all. I really want to go to a place where it won't be cold.

This time next year, I have left the campus, walking on another road, after getting used to it, tirelessly repeat yesterday's life. It took half a day to sort out the things contained in large and small bags, which I used to like to collect, but never opened them again. A very old harmonica, tennis balls, beautiful bookmarks saved, books that I am reluctant to lend to others, and excerpts from classmates. A lot of memories of me were pulled out in this way. I had a problem with my best friend because she wrote something on my favorite bookmark, and those words look beautiful now. But at that time, blamed her for such an irrational quarrel. In the first half of her sophomore year, she dropped out and went to another place with her mother. 'slowly, I'm in Taihu Lake, 'she said.' this city, like you, makes people feel very comfortable.

I remember that in the past, when we were together, we could quarrel by the side of the road because of a small problem. But after that, everyone tacitly no longer mentioned it, and still lived a heartless life. Skipping class to eat delicious food, during the period of school closure, he turned out and wandered around from the courtyard wall behind the university. when the teacher asked questions, he was busy using Baidu to search the case.

At that time, only she played with me, because of my character, no matter when I kept a high degree of vigilance, sleeping, eating, walking, one hand was habitually clenched into a fist. Maybe no one likes to be with such people, and there is no way to relax and get in touch with everyone. I like that when there is sunshine, we will climb the high railing of the playground where few people go, chat or sing. It is only at that moment that I can completely relax. At that moment, she was relieved to put her legs straight and swung back and forth like me.

Because she has a problem with one foot, unlike normal people, she can only drag one foot when walking. And her height always stays at 1.3 meters and has never changed. I still remember that she spoke in class on the first day, so confident that she completely ignored the whispers below. The next day, she sat next to me. She said that no one played with her in the dormitory where she lived. She said that others thought that she walked slowly and her posture was not good-looking. She said that sometimes she hated herself very much, why she was like that. She turned to me and said, you must have a lot of people to play with you, so cute. I just listened to her quietly, then patted her on the shoulder and didn't answer. How to answer that you have not been locked out of the dormitory for a long time, they do not go to class, so every time after class I have to sit outside the dormitory for half a day, waiting for them to wake up and open the door for me. You have never been isolated by the group, no matter how good I am, they still don't like me. You don't dare to go back to your dormitory in winter like me. You'd rather be frozen in the library than go back. You don't always bring them a big bag of rice every time you come back. After hearing this, she said, slowly, let's be good friends. I'll go to the library with you. I'll play games with you. I'll eat and go shopping with you, okay?

It turns out that we are so much alike.

When I was with her, I quarreled with others many times because they laughed to her face that she was a cripple. But usually she comforted me in turn, saying it was okay, and what they said was the truth. I know that she will still be unhappy when she is alone. Later, when we walked together, I would hold her shoulder and limp with her. Ignore other people's eyes, they will not understand that girls only have peace of mind is the most beautiful, like my good friend. We are always working towards the kind of people we want to be, and we are also trying to make our tomorrow different from today.

Last time, she called me from Anhui and talked about the past, but we didn't mention those sad moments. Now we are all doing very well. In the past, those unfriendly students began to get in touch with me gradually, no longer hostile, I also began to go out of my own world. We all have our own strengths and plans for the future. I read her the entry I wrote for her, and after listening, she said, it seems that you can really rest assured, and you should rest assured to me, too.

Yes, the warm injuries were painful but beautiful. In such a grand and sad youth, met a person who encouraged each other, urging us to constantly accept the reality, and then gorgeous transformation, become quiet, every day is light.

As for the past, seal it up and let it become a memory.