Endure this longing, keep this loneliness

These days, I don't know how to spend my life. When I go to work and get off work every day, what appears in my mind is like a fragment of memory. I try not to think too much, because there is no commitment, so why should I think too much?

The night of this season is too long, very irritable, time is really fast, at first you brought me into the memory step by step, let me full of hope for our future, but then I feel that I think too much, they should not think about their own things, life is already like this, what else can we do, huh? Although there is a period of time, in this period of time, if there is a result, there will be a result, if not, is it impossible? Occasionally contact, but can not expect too much, because the higher the expectation, the greater the disappointment, what can I do? There's nothing I can do. In fact, I don't ask for much money. What do I ask for?

It's just that I still have children to raise, and I'm sure I have to think clearly. Once I get out, I can't look back. After this period of waiting, I find that I think too much, and you don't miss our new start as much as I expected. Maybe you also have your own plan, but you didn't tell me. I feel suffering, because I think too much, I am already longing for our life, but the reality is not like this. I am so sad. Can be described in words, is self-adjustment, who can I tell?

No one can, no one can replace me for the rest of my life, no one can understand my ideas, some extreme, some do not accord with the reality. Let's just say, try to keep yourself busy. No longer expect too much, do not take your initiative for granted, no longer want to contact you, after all, you do not care, what can I do? Originally, I had to restrain myself from recording words during this period of time, but in my spare time, I still couldn't suppress it! If there is a future, can you tell me what the future will be? Don't want to let these things affect us.

After all these years have passed, what can I do? Sad!

Author: how far away the dream is