It's so hard to love and not to love

Can not see whether we have a future, but often in a daze. It's so difficult to love and not to love, why can't you have both? You are the one I love most now. The future may still be!

You occupy my heart and fill my heart.

Never regret meeting you again, falling in love with you, after all, what a beautiful thing it is. I hope you can understand, also can understand, do not avoid consistently, otherwise I will be more uncomfortable.

Let's just say we re-recognize that there is no pressure, no burden. It's simple, don't be a pity.

There is still no answer in my heart. I know, maybe this love is too heavy, or don't want to let go easily. After all, it takes courage to fall in love with someone, not just words.

Love and do not love are so difficult, the heart has always been unable to give the answer. I know, do not want to let go but still stubbornly hurt, even if bruised all over also have to go through this journey.

Like you, fall in love with you, it was so simple. Give up on you, but it is so difficult, even if wronged to seek perfection, even if secretly cry, still can not cut off the love for you.

Can, can, I want to give up on you. Because this love makes me unable to see the future, disturbs my original life, and makes me at a loss.

My life has always been very stable and insipid. Everything has been unusual since I fell in love with you. I began to hate myself and why I was like this.

I used to be very stubborn, but for you but put down my figure, my face. Maybe you never cared about all this, or you never cared about me.

Often a person in a daze, like thinking of you, or I just remain silent. I don't want to talk about it. I'm afraid I'll be more sad. Knowing that this relationship may not have a result, but still desperate to love.

I hope you can understand, and I hope I can understand. I know that I am not a very brave person. But I've really changed a lot for you.

No one has ever hurt me like this before, and you are the first to do this to me. Maybe I owe you in my last life, and I am destined to repay you in this life. I deserve it.

Shed a lot of tears, the whole person is very broken. I don't like it that way, and I don't want you to know. As long as you have a good life, maybe nothing matters anymore.

Always like to recall the past, use it to fill the emptiness in my heart. Always think of the past people and things, may feel too real and beautiful.

Can not let go, can not leave, the original these are pressed in the bottom of my heart.

Often think of it from time to time, it is not easy to think of. It turns out that the farthest you have always been my softest concern recently. Want to share the details of the future with you.

As for what you think, I don't know, because you never say anything. Always say no, maybe you are used to rejecting me!

Thinking too much, or too far away, is destined to be hurt. Or live every day now, cherish the present, in order to better grasp the future.

I am not afraid of tomorrow because I have you by my side.

It is fate to walk together. Walking together is happiness. No matter where you are, I want to be on your right forever, because you said you like to be on my left!

You look at me, I look at you, so happy to grow old. Grow old with you until we are too old to go anywhere. We are still treasures of each other. To me, this sentence is just a distant dream!

You said a lot of things, but you rejected me! I do not know how strong I can be, my friend said: give up when you are tired! But I said, if I am tired, I will take a rest and continue to chase!

Every time you express your love, you say that your heart is not empty. I keep saying to myself, one day! I am willing to wait, wait for an impossible!

Stay until the autumn wind in the coming year, youth absurd live up to you, always love!