A few days ago, I received a wedding invitation from a high school dorm classmate, and the classmate's eight-year love run finally came to a perfect end a few weeks later. Suddenly I thought of myself, a love letter that should have been written eight years ago, but left regrets because of my lack of self-confidence. Today, muster up the courage to write this belated love letter, do not ask for what kind of results, just want to untie one of their own heart knot, know that the happiness of you far away is enough.
I don't know when it started (let's make it a primary school). I was attracted to you. At that time, I thought you were not only good-looking, but also good at learning. At that time, a group of naughty children would always joke that a boy liked a girl. When I was a child, I was shy and afraid of being made fun of by other students, so I hardly said a few words to you during the whole primary school. What impresses me when I was a child is your sweet smile and the white little tiger teeth that will show when you smile.
Later, we went to a middle school and were assigned to a class. I was really happy in my heart. Among hundreds of people, you and I can be in the same class. I think this is fate. At that time, I just looked at you quietly, when you are happy, I will be inexplicably happy. When you are down, I will also follow you depressed, when you did not answer the teacher's question was criticized, I will also blame the teacher in my heart. But at that time, I hardly talked to you. Just looking at you silently, silently.
After high school, you chose liberal arts, while I chose science, although in a school, due to the pressure of further study, we hardly met each other. The pressure of study makes me have no time to think about you, but occasionally when I meet you on the way to and from class, how much I want to come up to you and ask if you are tired of studying and don't put too much pressure on yourself. But until you disappeared from my field of vision, I still stood in place.
After going to college and then to work, you and I live in different cities and have completely lost touch. Most of the time, I don't know if I think of you. I often wonder if you are doing well, whether you put on more clothes when the weather is cold, whether you see a doctor in time when you are sick, and whether a person will meet a bad guy when he goes to school at the beginning of school. I heard the news that you have a boyfriend, whether he is good to you, whether he will deceive you, and whether he is worth trusting for life. Whenever I think of these, my heart somehow gets cramps.
Very often, many people will ask me why I haven't had a girlfriend until now, and I will perfunctorily answer "I haven't met the right one". In fact, I have been looking for it by your standard. But I found that I can't find it, because you are the only one.
I think when I was a child, I just simply like, yes, simple love. And now I'm sure I really like you, yes, I really like you.
With mixed feelings to write this late love letter, no matter what the result, no matter how the future road will go, I hope you can live a happy life.
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