The butterfly that comes out of the cocoon needs the transformation of rebirth.
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I.
Someone once said to me: I really envy you and have your own goals in life.
Someone once said to me: you are a very independent-minded young man, very talented.
Someone once said to me like this: you are a very decisive person, and you can be on your own at a young age.
Someone once said that to me.
The reason why so many people have told me that I have developed the bad habit of being self-righteous, arrogant, aloof and selfish.
Have to believe such a wise saying: pride makes one lag behind.
II.
Recalling the past, Zeng naively thought that he was perfect and flawless; naively thought that what he did was right, but ignored the feelings of others and whether they could accept them.
In a wave of praise, I learned to be mean and selfish, but I never thought that so many people had ever told me that they would make me fall down so badly today.
I once naively thought that I was really independent and decisive in doing things.
Helplessly, today I understand how childish and ridiculous the so-called independent opinions and decisiveness are.
These people who have been told to me include my teachers, relatives, friends, even some war heroes who have stepped off the battlefield, some legal authorities, cultural figures, and politicians who could have expected that it was precisely because of your words that made me complacent. the smile on my face spoils a shameless man like me.
Always think that they are doing the wrong thing, even if the sky is broken, there will not be any blame. Today, I finally understand that excessive praise and arrogance will make me die with a sense of rhythm.
I am ordinary, not as good as you think. What I need is not your overwhelming praise. It's your reminders and warnings, your corrections and criticisms.
I just graduated from junior high school, if I am very talented. It can only be attributed to the fact that I have read so many books that I am addicted to books. For books, you can buy all your living expenses for a month into books when you go to school, leaving your life unsettled; for books, you can go home at the end of the year to turn clothes and household items into rubbish, and travel bags are full of books; for books, sometimes you can read it all night and sleep with a book without a pillow
What's the use of reading so many books? It is pure fiction that there is a house of gold in a book and a beauty like jade in a book. Read so many books and didn't teach yourself how to be a man.
Sometimes, no matter what you say or do, you never think about it, and you can say whatever you want. Don't think about other people's thoughts, don't think about other people's feelings, don't think about whether they can accept reading so many books, and make yourself look like a git.
3.
Once upon a time, I thought I was excellent in your praise. Get along with others, no matter how big a mistake they make, they will not abandon you, but will eventually be harmed by your praise.
Can you often criticize and correct me? Can you teach me something about being a man?
Now I understand that books can make people read stupid books and poison the most primitive nature in the depths of their souls.
I'd rather know nothing if I can. If I can, I would rather not come into contact with the so-called book of saints. I just want how to be a real person and how to write my own capital characters.
IV.
It is only when I have loved, hurt, hurt and repented that I know that there are so many shortcomings and faults.
If a man is not a sage, he can make mistakes, and it is very good to correct his mistakes. But can I recover the beauty I lost? Can two broken hearts heal and come back together?
Only when you let yourself feel real pain, can you let yourself know what an asshole you really are, and make yourself determined to be completely reformed.
Like a broken cocoon into a butterfly, only through the pain and suffering of rebirth can the butterfly be reborn and become perfect.
Metamorphosis, shed their own body once smelly skin, so that they become as beautiful as butterflies. As long as I can bloom and believe that butterflies come.
5.
Four years ago, I tried to forget the pain of that relationship for a while.
Helplessly, it took me nearly half a year to dilute her in my memory, but not to transplant her completely from my memory.
Four years ago, I swore secretly that I would never love again easily.
Helplessly, I chose love again four years later. But in the end, he left because of what he had done that made the other party resentful.
So, how long will it take me to dilute the current relationship and her memory? A year? Three years? Five years? Even a lifetime believe that the transformation of rebirth will make their own complete transformation, their own tomorrow will eventually usher in the dawn after learning the lesson. Change yourself to meet the first ray of sunrise tomorrow.
At the same time warn those men, women's hearts, can not afford to break. Can not let a woman sad, once let a woman break her heart, everything will be irreparable.
I will not be able to forgive myself. I hate myself.
I would like to be the green pine of the mountain rock, not the willow of the riverbank and the lake
(Wen / Yang Fan)
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