Fifty years of love letters

Today is Lin Mo's 78 birthday and his grandson's full moon wine. The family started gong early in the morning and invited people from the whole community to celebrate at noon. It is said that Lin Mo is usually keen to help others, as long as there is something that can not be solved in which family, as long as Lin Mo will definitely help solve it, so he is familiar with the people of the whole community. When Lin Mo moved to this neighborhood, he only brought a little boy, and he didn't see his wife around. After 50 years, I never saw him mention his wife, but I saw that his good life and filial son married, and now he has become a grandfather. I really envy other people.

Come on, let's propose a toast to Lin Mo and thank him for helping everyone in our community for so many years. No, this is what I should do, as a member of the community this is a very common thing, Lin Mo smiled disapprovingly. Come on, everyone is eating and drinking, but don't be idle, Lin said as he entered the wine. Just then I suddenly heard a knock at the door. I'll open the door. There may be another guest coming. You eat first. Lin Mo got up and walked to open the door.

See the postman outside the door, stupefied for a moment, who will send me a letter? He murmured and then opened the envelope. Lin Mo's son saw that his father had not yet come, so he went to the door to look for him. He saw that his eyes were red and his hands trembled and looked at the envelope. Keep reading in my mouth, saying clear words, clear words, clear words. Dad, what's the matter with you? what happened? Lin Mo's son Lin asked in such a hurry when he saw him. Because the voice was too loud, the people inside heard what had happened and all came out to have a look. Busy condolences to Lin Mo. Lin Mo said to his son that this is a letter to me, this is a love letter she wrote to me, her hands kept shaking, Lin Mo wept down. Memories poured in:

He was seventeen years old, and so was she. When I came to the same high school, Yan Qing didn't know there was Lin Mo in the first semester. She only knew that there was a person in the class who liked to talk in class every day and mingled with a group of people in less than a few days. And she has never communicated with him. At that time, I didn't know her fate with him.

The so-called slow understanding lies in the second semester, when I changed my dormitory, Yan Qing was carrying things by herself, and she was hooked by the corner fence when she was passing by. Lin Mo happened to pass by here to help her. She was not familiar with it, but she certainly looked familiar in the same class every day. In fact, Lin Mo did not stay in the dormitory. He was a student. This time he came here to help his buddies move things together. Then the two men said a few words shabby to each other, then saw Lin Mo's buddies come over and stopped him, and then asked Lin Mo if this was your girlfriend, saying maliciously, "not bad, you have a vision, you look good." Don't talk nonsense, where are our classmates? Lin Mo, explain quickly. Yan Qing slightly coaxed her face and said to Lin Mo that she was going to go first. Lin smiled as she looked at her reddish face.

Next, Lin Mo would occasionally talk to her and ask her questions. The two people are familiar with each other. Every day at recess, Lin Mo will go to the canteen to buy food when he is hungry. At that time, he will bring her an extra steamed stuffed bun. Hey, Lin Mo, tell us, do you like Yanqing? The monitor gossiped and asked him next to Lin Mo. Yan Qing suddenly looked at him and didn't say anything. Lin Mo, who was silent for a while, suddenly laughed and said, "I think too much about you. I regard her as my sister. I always want to have a lovely and considerate sister." unfortunately, my mother didn't give me one, so I had to find it myself. The monitor said with regret, I think you are a good match, what a pity. Yan Qing turned her head and silently stopped talking.

Later, Lin Mo has been very regretful, at that time he did not say, the original love really needs courage, but at that time he only thought she was the best, he did not try to become the best and then let her accept it. He did not say anything to her, but always maintained the state that he and she were connected and waiting for each other, during which he and she had experienced countless movie lives. And the happiest time is to play back the movie slowly before going to bed.

Yan Qing went skating with him for the first time to climb the mountain to show Kong Ming Lantern to see a movie, only one person to confess to each other first. Until the end of the college entrance examination. He and she are separated from two cities.

Yan Qing was admitted to a good undergraduate school, but Lin Mo failed, so his family asked him to join the army. Yan Qing experienced the feeling when she hadn't heard from him for months, and the excitement she felt when Lin Mo called for the first time a few months later. Then they get to know each other's lives by writing letters.

Once, Yan Qing used her working pocket money to buy a plane ticket to the place where Lin Mo joined the army. Asking the army to meet with him once. When Lin Mo saw Yan Qing at that time, he felt that the line of sight of his eyes suddenly became so small that he only saw Yan Qing alone. Lin Mo hugged Yan Qing and said to her, "do you know?" I like you for a long time, from high school to now, I have been waiting for my good enough to confess to you, but at the same time understand that because of my inferiority complex let us miss so much time together. I know. I'm waiting, too. Fortunately, I came to the right place today, you know? I waited for a long time, know that you have been owed me a confession, Yan Qing looked at his deep helplessness. Perhaps love conquered the fear of confession, and on that blank training ground, he made a lifetime oath with the best posture of a soldier. Finally Yanqing and Lin Mo were together, and that night Yanqing and he went back to school all night with an inseparable farewell.

In the following time, whenever Lin Mo's unit called his family, he would first call home to report that he was safe, and then spent the rest of his time on giving Yanqing. Maybe it was years of waiting, and when we were together, we learned to cherish it. Lin Mo promised that Yan Qing would come back three years after joining the army. At that time, it was also time for Yan Qing to graduate and go for an internship, so that he and she could spend more time together. One day, in the second semester of his junior year, Yan Qing received a call from Lin Mo's mother. I have no objection to you being with my son, but at least you can't be with him now, you know. He called me yesterday and told me that if his minister asked him to continue to join the army for three years, he could stay in some part-time position in the barracks, but he told me that he could not keep another girl waiting for him! Do you know? My son is giving up this opportunity for you.

I'm sorry, auntie. I'd like to wait for him again. Later, when Lin Mo called Yan Qing, Yan Qing broke up. At that time, Lin Mo asked her why she always had a clear attitude to break up. After that, every time Lin Mo called her, she answered without talking. For a long time, the last time Lin Mo called Yan Qing, she asked her how much you love me. Even I didn't know I could be so crazy when I loved you. Yan Qing said this to him and hung up the phone. Later, Lin Mo never called her again. And he continued to study in the army. During the three years of waiting for him, Yan Qing was surrounded by many suitors, but she always had only one excuse for refusing them, that is, I already had a boyfriend, he was in the army, and he said he would wait for him.

In the second year, Yanqing and her sister went to the hospital for a physical examination, and it was found that Yanqing's sister had leukemia. Yanqing planned to donate bone marrow. Unexpectedly, Yanqing's data showed that she was also a leukemia patient. The original examination report of that day, the two people took it upside down, so it is said that Yanqing has leukemia, but their whole family does not have a match with Yanqing's bone marrow. Just keep dragging it like this. At last the doctor gave the final notice.

Yan Qing's sister knew that her sister had been waiting for someone, so she secretly made a phone call to Lin Mo. Lin Mo learned that he rushed back and saw Yan Qing on the hospital bed with heartache. It turned out that her breakup was nothing but the achievement of his fame and fortune. He went to the bedside and held her hand. Yan Qing suddenly woke up and looked at him with a smile. "you're so stupid, why are you crying? I can't run. I promised to wait for you all the time."

Lin Mo finally accompany Qing to leave the last time, on the day she left, he did not attend her funeral, but returned to the army overnight, the saddest thing is that he could not express it.

In the third year, Lin Mo came out of the army, but he did not choose to stay in the army, but came out to find a job, and a long time later, he took a child in the welfare home. Then I went to make money and bought a house in the neighborhood.

Lin Mo recalled talking and crying in those days. I never married her because I had promised her that I would only live with her in this life, so my heart has been with her all my life. Everyone looked at Lin Mo, speechless for a moment, what a great man he was. He never married the girl he liked and kept an oath to go there.

In the evening, Lin Mo stood with the letter for a long time, which read: you know, when I knew my life was not long, I wanted to run to you regardless of everything. But I can't. I still remember when I was in high school, the monitor asked you if you liked me. At that time, I expected you to say that you liked me, but your answer was very sad. Fortunately, I was persistent enough. I always wanted to write a love letter with you. I want to tell you all my feelings about you. I want to tell you that there is a silly girl who likes you for a long time and is willing to wait for you all the time. I don't know if you will be very sad when you read this letter, but maybe you are better off than I thought. We had agreed that we would go to Japan to see cherry blossoms in 50 years, but we seemed to be in breach of contract. This love letter, which is fifty years late, is full of me in the most beautiful time, throwing all my love into one person. And all my love.

I have been very happy, because my heart is full of you. Lin Mo looked at the scenery out of the window and said slowly.

I commit my life to you, regardless of gain or loss.

Author: Momo Shangqing