Honey, you often say that I have written so many manuscripts and won several awards, but I have never written a love letter to you. Now, I'll tell you what's in my heart, under the dim light of this silent night, okay?
I met you for the first time because of the introduction of the matchmaker. At that time, we have just ended an old relationship, in the most helpless time, fate, we came together.
After two years of marriage, we had a lovely son. At that time, I was diagnosed with thyroid cancer. Originally the age of youth, but because of me, was squandered on the way to seek medicine.
In order to cure my illness and the debt left by marriage, you chose a coolie job to stomp in a brick kiln for ten years.
Every day, tens of thousands of jin of bricks are picked up and put down from your hands, and when you get home, you are too tired to speak, and even the hands holding chopsticks will tremble. Whenever I persuade you to change your job, you always shake your head with a smile. You said that if you work so hard, you can earn more money, so that I can eat better, and my body will recover a little faster.
As a result, I was brought up by you as a heavyweight fat man, and you are used to being a lazy woman who can't do housework and is often self-centered.
No luxury, no romance, our life is warm and insipid.
You said that if others had it, you would try to give it to me. But I told you, I don't want it.
Really, I don't want it.
365 days a year, you are tired enough, I do not want to add to your burden, I want, you have given me. What could be more important than a considerate son, a sensible daughter, a warm day and a stable life?
It is said that we poor husband and wife feel more sad about everything. I did not expect that the hardship of life did not break us, and the matter of asking you to quit smoking became the trigger of the quarrel between us.
So, in a fit of anger, I cut off all your funds, and since then, there has been an endless cold war between us.
That day, you went out and came back, but you accidentally brought me a present. It was a professional hair dryer, but a label on the package stung my eyes. It says: a gift from Hebei Blood Center.
So, you volunteered to donate blood. Just because I don't like the wet feeling after washing my hair; because there is exactly the hair dryer I have always wanted in the blood donation; because you can't buy it to me because you don't have money in your pocket, you keep saying that I look down on you, that I say you're useless, that you can't give me a rich life. But do you know, husband? In fact, I have always loved you, only in the quarrel will not choose words to hurt you; in fact, I have always cared about you, but the busyness of life makes me ignore my feelings for you.
Once remember, read a very touching article, there are a few words, I always remember, but also always want to say to you.
If people can really be reincarnated, if there is reincarnation in the world, we will still be together in the next life, okay?
I will still be like this, such a character to see you, you do not change the appearance so that I do not recognize. Otherwise, I'll cry.
Author: Wang Junxia
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