I am the same as all people, and maybe a little different from all people. Born in an ordinary family, my father is just an ordinary driver, my mother is just a housewife, born in the mountains, small seems to be less than the value of a grain of sand, along the way I have been 19 years old, but also in the stumbling growth I understand the meaning of growth, and now I just want to quietly listen to the song and write about my feelings at this moment: I do not want to be at a loss to share with you.
In Reading at Ten o'clock, a writer once said something like this: when you find that you are close to success, and you fail, you are no different from others, you have to wait in line again. It touched me deeply, perhaps because the previous experience made me feel it deeply. When my left foot enters the door of success, my right foot is still hanging in mid-air, so I don't care. In any state, we have to keep our feet on the ground.
We often hear a saying: everyone must have a dream, in case it comes true! Maybe you have already heard it n times. Do you say that you do not know that the ideal is plump, but the reality is bony? Today, I also want to tell you that like all of you, I also have my hesitation, and I used to wander. In my third year of high school, my family did not have a computer, and movies may be out of reach in my world. But in that year, I bravely chose to study the choreographer. The choreographer would watch a lot of movies every day, pull a lot of movie liars, and watch it with my father's cell phone every weekend. My father said: I don't know anything all day. I just know to watch it with my cell phone. I don't understand, there's anger. When my score of writing and directing came down, I was very happy. Because the exam was quite good, my mother was very happy about it.
My left foot seems to be on the way to success, and all the people seem to change me in an instant, but I hate their changes, and maybe I'm a little proud that my right foot hung in mid-air and fell in front of the door. It is precisely this kind of experience that makes me understand a lot. Just because I don't want to be like before, I wrote this article "I don't want to be at a loss" to warn myself. At the same time, I also want to tell people like me: in the past, we also had an excellent side, maybe you are not like my experience, but you must have your color, you may often take the first place in primary school, you may be very honest, you may have a good interpersonal relationship, maybe …... If you have your own appearance, you must forget that you are actually very different. Even if you fall in front of the door, you must also tell you that it is only who we used to be. The terrible thing is that you will never stand up. Like our ancestors, we have to stand up 101 times after 100 falls. Things have changed, it is no longer who we used to be, but what has never changed is our ambition, our pursue for our ideal life. It's just that since we believe in our distance, let us stop hesitating and pick up our self-confidence to continue our new chapter.
If life is a river, is it the direction we want to flow quietly: will it be your direction to meet the sea? The poet Xu Zhimo once wrote a book "I have my Direction". May all people have their own direction.
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