It's yourself that hurts you.

At first, I approached Xiao only for revenge, because he was furious in front of all her colleagues, saying that her skin was not white, her breasts were not big, and she was useless. Although Xiao Yun's remarks were immediately attacked and refuted by all his male colleagues, Zhi Zhu was still red with anger. She did not know where she had offended him and why she suddenly humiliated her so harshly. After being puzzled, she silently left the crowd, but the hatred was over. She swore in her heart that he must pay the price for this remark, and that he would suffer for the woman he despised. Because she knew that she was never attractive by appearance, she had the sharpest sword and had never been unsheathed.

In fact, Xiao Yun is a tall and handsome young man, especially with whiter skin than girls. No wonder he has the capital to be mean and picky about girls' appearance. Many girls in the company are attracted by his appearance and take the initiative to approach him. Even if he was deliberately sitting next to him, he would immediately get up and change seats, embarrassing the girls to step down. After a long time, his male colleagues gave him the nickname arrogance. Female colleagues whisper that he may be gay because his cousin is indeed gay, and his extreme aversion to girls is all the more convinced. As for everyone's suspicion, Zhi Zhu joked: if he is gay, just go to seduce him, but not if he is tempted. The female colleague laughed and said, "Why don't you try it? he won't even look at us. He won't have a chance to seduce us." Zhi Zhu laughed, too, with an evil light flashing in her eyes.

Zhizhu took the initiative and the leader asked to do an assistant for Xiao Yun, and the cooperation was very perfect, so that Xiao Yu's performance has always been the best and most outstanding. Apart from doing things seriously, she never looked up at him or talked to him. She didn't know where to start with this strange and unforgiving man. Looking at those girls who deliberately pick on him every day to leave awkwardly, Zhizhu held back a smile and tried to maintain a serious and calm expression.

Finally, a miracle happened, and that day Zhi Zhu took a small snack offered to the customer. Xiao suddenly asked her if she liked it, and the vigilant Zhi Zhu nodded gently. Unexpectedly, he immediately divided half of the pile in front of Zhi Zhu and said: if you like, eat more. His sudden exaggeration caused an uproar among his colleagues, which was in contrast to his always indifferent character. Zhi Zhu was frightened again, blushing as if he had suddenly scolded him that time. After calming down, Zhizhu smiled coldly, and a castle that looked like an iron wall finally had a breakthrough.

In the days that followed, Zhi Zhu's facial expression began to smile a little. Xiao Yi saw this change and took the initiative to pick a fight with her. Slowly Zhi Zhu found that he was actually joking, smiled very well, and took good care of her. If it is said that Zhi Zhu moved him, it is better to say that he moved Zhi Zhu. His male chauvinism everywhere makes Zhi Zhu's work very easy, sometimes even to the point of being spoiled. No matter who bullied Zhi Zhu, whether it was a joke or a real contradiction, Xiao Yun would naturally stand up and help her. And completely not afraid of gossip posture, resolutely a patron saint posture. And Zhi Zhu also began to have no fear of self-willed, and sometimes even deliberately make some trouble, causing him to come forward to deal with, of course, are some jokes, colleagues are also happy to cooperate with booing down a lively atmosphere.

Unwittingly, two years later, Xiao Yun still maintains an independent and free style, with a well-loved eldest brother demeanor. After work, he and his colleagues and friends entertain and relax in groups, enjoying the good time of youth. And the complex family Zhi Zhu helplessly secretly crying, silently dealing with all the preparations for marriage, but did not mention it with anyone, Xiao also did not know. Zhi Zhu would secretly cover his eyes behind him and say nothing. Xiao Yi grabbed her hand and said without looking back, "you can tell it's your hand as soon as you touch it. Other people don't have such soft palms as you." Zhizhu enjoyed his words every time, smiling sweetly, letting him hold his hand all the time, and then reading books or newspapers together. Sometimes when he is tired, Zhi Zhu rests quietly against his shoulder or chest for a while. When he closes his eyes, he can hear his heart beating.

The company is full of unmarried young people, and they all have a little Brotherhood with each other over the years, and they are often used to holding hands and snuggling up to each other. However, the relationship between Xiao Yun and Zhi Zhu can still be perceived by everyone to be more than friendship. For example, Zhi Zhu is narrow-minded and jealous, while Xiao Xiao is extremely doting and patient, and everyone sees it in his eyes. The fact that Zhi Zhu was ready to get married was also revealed by the leader. A kind-hearted person with a good deed will tell Xiao Yu in front of Zhizhu for the first time. He was obviously surprised by the sudden news and was so flustered that he didn't know what to do. He looked at Zhi Zhu and nodded. Colleagues accused Xiao Yun of not knowing why the whole unit knew, but you were still in the dark.

Xiao Yun found an opportunity to ask Zhizhu. She burst into tears before she could speak. For the first time, she chatted frankly with her real self. She told Xiao that she was lively and naughty on the surface and looked carefree, but in fact, no one knew her inner pain at all, and every day she came home from work to face abuse and censure. Recently, because her brother is going to get married without a married house, her parents kick her out, and her only way out is to find someone to marry and move out. And these are things that Xiao can't give. He hasn't had enough fun. He doesn't plan to get married so early, and his family won't necessarily accept a sudden parachute of daughter-in-law. Looking at this suddenly real and sad Zhizhu, Xiao Jie solved the doubts in his heart and was burdened with another kind of worry. Zhizhu said that her life could only be a gamble, and Xiao was lost in thought.

A few days later, Xiao returned to a calm smile, and his colleagues asked him why he was not brave enough to rush to get married and why he was still so calm. He shook his head and did not speak. The colleague turned to Zhizhu and said: beware of our arrogant elder brother to rob the marriage, Zhizhu said with a stream of grievances: then rob! Colleagues immediately impatiently criticized Xiao Xiao and said: "people say that it is so clear that you are a man and rob you, whether you are a man or not." Xiao Yun sighed deeply and said, "it's easy to get married. The question is what I can give her after I take it. I can't give her a diamond ring, a house and a good life. I can't give her anything. Let her bear hardships with me. It's better to let her live happily with others." Oh. Oh. It turns out that you have thought it over carefully, for such a reason, you are also right. Anxious colleagues nodded frequently.

After Zhizhu got married, Xiao Yun remained as good to her as ever. She soon discovered that she was pregnant, and in order to prevent gossip from slandering Xiao, she deliberately found an uncomfortable opportunity to ignore Xiao. According to past experience, Xiao thought that she was narrow-minded and would soon close. Who knew that after waiting for a week, a month, two months, looking for a lot of opportunities, Zhi Zhu just never spoke to him again. Xiao Yun suddenly became reticent, sitting alone in a corner every day, and the ashtray was full of cigarette butts. The colleague saw that he became very depressed and signaled Zhi Zhu to go to see him. Zhi Zhu shook his head, secretly stood behind him and looked at him sadly, and said to him in his heart: I am for you, quit me, late pain is not as good as early pain. Half a year later, Xiao submitted his resignation and left the city temporarily. And Zhi Zhu has been dreaming about him for many years.

Once for a word, had the idea of revenge on a man. After I want to get his heart, I will see the pain after he lost himself. But forget to exchange for other people's heart, first of all, you have to pay feelings. And when enjoying his kindness to you, he has been unable to extricate himself from his dependence on him, so that from then on, if no one surpasses his goodness and breaks his heart, the pain is ultimately his own.

Author: flying all over the sky