It doesn't matter to be alive.

When one is alone, one can't help thinking: why do people want to live? What do you live for? What is the meaning and value of my life? After thinking about it for a long time, I get tired and tired, so I listen to music and take a nap once in a while. Most of the time, when I woke up and looked at the empty dormitory with hazy eyes, a great sense of fear and helplessness came to my mind, and suddenly I began to feel dizzy, lost my intuition, and became numb and inexplicably irritable.

With the growth of age, slowly, sighs also become accustomed to, sometimes inexplicably sad, but do not know why so sad, perhaps as a senior said: the more mature, the more sad, the more you know, the more sad. It seems to be true that a little increase in age precipitates our experience and knowledge, but goes away from those innocent and carefree years; in the face of the fact that we cannot change, we sometimes have to go against the principle and against the noble head with a low conscience. Put your dignity in your pocket and hold it tightly. Some people may say: the reason why we keep silent is that we feel that quarrelling is immature. Since we all know it, why let ourselves & lsquo; be unreasonable & rsquo;? Yes, sometimes I silently wonder why & lsquo; is unreasonable & rsquo;?

The so-called upright people chose to slam the door. Would you say that you have a bad temper? He has a big temper and can't hide his mood without choosing his words. You may be quick to talk about a lot of their shortcomings, but you ignore that they are actually real. Some people, even though they are already very unhappy, do not care, or even appear to be very friendly and kind. Would you say that they are approachable and mild-tempered? Don't quarrel, be easy to get along with and be friendly. You can use a lot of words to describe their advantages, but have you ever thought that they really don't care? Are they really indifferent? Why not Chengfu deep, why not think that maybe they have said all kinds of bad things about you in front of others, they have denigrated you in their hearts. There is no denying that there are quite a lot of people who are consistent in appearance, and there are also people who are really alive.

But does this have anything to do with us? What's the point of using these boring questions and prejudices to consume a lot of our brain cells every day? Oh, you would say, there is too much time, why don't you waste it? Every day there are a lot of time is spent in boredom, how unwilling, we like to gossip about others, like to talk about other people's shortcomings, like to expose shortcomings, this is freedom of speech.

Young people live less and less like young people. they become dislike of sports and stay indoors playing fascinating games day and night. Walking past you, the dark, moldy smell is everywhere, the thin body makes people suspect that a gust of wind can take away, and the empty eyes are really worrying. Is this still us? Where is our youth and our vitality?

Fortunately, you are still alive, you do not choose to end your life passively, living is hope, living is possible to change your status quo and destiny, isn't it? As long as you are alive, you may turn passivity into initiative, you can no longer lose yourself for love, you can not love so humbly, love to put your dignity on the soles of each other's feet, let them trample; alive, it is possible to be a real person, alive, it is possible to turn regret into comfort.

I'm glad I'm alive.

Author: listen to the rain, lavender