You are always in my heart and never leave

I still remember that the first time I confessed my love to you, I was rejected by you, and I dared not admit it the next day, and it was this confession that gradually alienated our relationship and almost never intersected again.

It's been five years, and now I don't know where you are. How are you? how are you?

We separated after graduating from junior high school, and no one said goodbye before we separated. I still remember that the first time we met after graduation was when several classmates came to your house to see you. After we were separated, it was almost a luxury to want to see you again. Although we had your contact information, I didn't dare to greet you, because I was afraid that you would find me annoying, so I never sent QQ messages or called you. What I can do is to send you a blessing text message every holiday, and occasionally I can see your reply. Every time I see your reply, I will be happy for several days.

Actually, you know what? I have been looking for you for the past few years. I don't know much about you. I only know that you are studying in Shenzhen. I also came to Shenzhen because of you and found a job. In fact, the purpose is to meet you again. But it is impossible for Shenzhen to meet you so big, so I know about the technical schools in Shenzhen, but there are so many technical schools in Shenzhen, I am not sure which one you go to. But I did not give up looking for you, looking for you is almost what I have to do every day. I know that your family lives in Luohu. Every time I take a break, I will hang out in Luohu. I naively thought that one day I would meet unexpectedly. The year went by like this, and I didn't find any news about you.

New year is coming, this is a joyful thing, because this is the only reason for me to see you, so I made an appointment with several students to meet again, the meeting time was very short, and everyone broke up after a few minutes of chat. I don't know if I'm too weak. I never dared to ask for news about you.

After the year is over, I went back to Shenzhen again, commuting to and from work as usual, living a sufficient life. Thinking about you is my compulsory course every day. I don't know why I am like this. As long as the time comes, you will appear in my mind as scheduled.

I still have been looking for you, knowing that this is futile, I am still persistent, I do not know if it is the blessing of God, let me meet you in Qinghu subway station, I did not go up to say hello to you, you did not see me, I have been following you, you walked to the bus stop and got on a bus, I did not follow, I am afraid that you will find out, I know this bus is to watch the Lan I went home to take a look at the technical schools in Guanlan, and found that there is a Shende technical school in Guanlan. Maybe you are studying in this school. In order to determine whether you are studying in this school, I specially went to have a look. I was there for a few days. I stayed opposite the school gate. On the fifth day, I saw you. The joy of this moment is beyond words.

It was confirmed that you went to school in Shende. In order to see you every day, I quit Longhua's job and found a job opposite the school. So as soon as I got off work every day, I stayed at the school gate. Although I couldn't see you every day, I was still very happy. I was very happy every day, so I watched at the school gate every day, and I didn't let you find me. I don't know why I did it. Maybe it's a kind of morbid. Time passes quickly, and seeing that you are about to graduate, I did not express anything to you. I just feel that it is a very happy and satisfying thing to see you every day.

As time goes by, you graduate, which means I will lose your message again, so you have lost contact again, I no longer have the energy to find you, I also quit my job and went to Guangzhou. I had a good time in Guangzhou for half a year in the company of my friends. Thinking about you is still something I have to do every day, and you have almost become my heart.

Until now, I don't understand why I didn't express it to you at that time, not because I was weak, but because I knew that no matter how much I expressed it, it would only make you feel sick.

Now that I know that you have found the other half, I am really happy for you. All I can do is bless you. Finally, I would like to say a blessing to you.

Author: drunken life and death