Destined to meet you.

Some people say: tie the knot with words, Qing Huan is getting farther and farther away, smile Enron. Some people say: the so-called Chinese person is the one who makes his heart beat by the wild chrysanthemum by the side of the road. Whenever I hear such words, my heart is like full of flowers, and the sun shines thousands of miles away. Perhaps, literature is my heart to the countryside, I am destined to set foot in; words are the elegant flowers in the countryside, I am destined to meet them.

Looking back on all these years, I was just a passer-by who passed through the countryside. I just looked at the flowers and plants when I was passing by, and then hurried away. Although I have been praised by Chinese teachers since childhood, and I think I like words very much, in order not to fall behind in mathematics, physics and chemistry, I will, like most of my classmates, marginalize the Chinese and devote more time and energy to various functions and conic curves. When I was divided into liberal arts and science in the semester of senior high school, like most of my classmates, I still thought that science was a better choice for the sake of the so-called future. But in the end, driven by some kind of force, I gave up free fall and litmus solution and chose Qin Huang, Han Wu and democratic dictatorship. In such an environment where everyone pays attention to science and despises literature, I see many people's confusion and even disdain. In fact, they do not know that I love words far more than numbers.

In fact, for literature, I can only say that I am interested in it, but I don't really love it. Because I always think that love means familiarity and responsibility. As for literature, although I, as a Chinese learner, know very little about it, I am ashamed and worried about it. When I like something very much, I often don't have the courage to touch it, for fear that my intervention will destroy the original beauty. It is like often buying some books that you like and think you are very exquisite, but seldom use them. I am worried that your handwriting is not good and it will tarnish such a good book. I don't know if this idea is an escape in another sense.

The influence of this psychology, coupled with the fact that parents and relatives are more optimistic about some popular majors, so when I fill in the application, I almost fill in the majors about economics: finance, business administration, financial management, accounting, and statistics. Only one or two are about news, Chinese language and literature and so on. The result was unexpected and seemed to be expected. The major who was admitted was Chinese language and literature. Unconsciously, I walked towards the field of literature. Think about my own experience, perhaps, I met with literature, bound with words, has been unwittingly doomed. Although I have not been able to go to the Jiangnan water village that I have been longing for for a long time, I am afraid that I will not find a girl like lilacs in the pure land of literature. Where is not the sunrise river red than fire, spring river water as green as blue? Just to gradually develop a poetic heart.

When I stood in the distance, outside the garden, looking at this piece of countryside, sometimes I saw willow Yiyi, rain and snow falling; sometimes I listened to the birds and heard the water singing. I envy the literati and think that they will be elegant and leisurely, real and untainted. When I gradually approached the countryside, I saw many unknown flowers and tender grass, and saw many bees and butterflies circling around. I found that if I didn't look at the road carefully and think carefully, it would be easy to get lost here.

There are disputes in the interpretation of words, various literary societies are surging, there are clear springs flowing with the tip of a pen, novels, prose, poetry and drama go their own ways, and the perception of useful experience here affects where the readers go. If you have no thoughts, you will only be brainwashed and lose yourself; if you are too superficial, you will only get nothing; if you are used to following blindly, you will only experience other people's experiences and copy other people's footprints. Therefore, readers must not regard their brain as a scanner, only read without remembering, nor should they regard it as a printing press. Perhaps all good words are the result of spiritual perception, and the best reading is to use the feelings of others to follow the path taken by others, so as to show the way for yourself and for more people.

In this doomed encounter with words, I know very well that I am also destined to know each other. I prefer to be a rational sensualist. Go to the feast of literature with spiritual perception, emotion and thought. Smell the flowers all the way, clear and smooth all the way!

Author: Qinglang and Changchang