Sadness lingering not to disperse not to go, why my heart an empty, feelings have lost everything lost, full of hatred can not be eliminated, why your mouth is always that sentence, why my heart will not die, understand that love lost everything lost, why do I like you.
Love is already negative tired, love like suffering, the bottom of my heart is now full of bitter tears, old feelings such as drunk, this time afraid to chase, but infatuated to see you.
Why do I like you? Just when I was sleeping in a dream and weaving a hard-working love with a beautiful woman, Jiaju liked you very insensibly and sang loudly. I picked up the phone and swiped it, then weakly said hello, the other end of the phone said hello, Lianguo, where are you? You're not at school. I drank too much last night. Come out and have dinner with me. I'm off today. See you at our usual place. Hey, this stupid bastard Luo Qi killed my dream and drowned it in the cradle again. I said eat chicken feather ah eat, I still sleep, fuck, call also don't look at the time, really his mother two force youth.
As a result, he said,"Damn you, look at the time. You're still sleeping. You're going to fucking sleep to death." I rubbed my sleepy eyes and thought it was 6 o'clock at 16 o'clock. I thought it was only 6 o'clock in the morning. I was too angry. I was 12 minutes angry and said that you got up so early to eat shit. You were crazy in the morning. He said, Mom, it's going to be dark. And I looked at my God, 4:00 p.m., and I fucking jumped. I slept for two days from Thursday afternoon to Saturday afternoon, and I never left my bed except for instant noodles and going to the bathroom. I said you wait for me, I get up and wash my head immediately, I quickly get up, suddenly feel the pillow wet, I think how to fall asleep I will cry ah, a mirror, found that the whole flow is saliva uncle, dream is really not a good thing.
I cleaned myself up and went out, straight to my old place. The so-called old place is a hot pot restaurant, the price is cheap, we go to order a small pot every time, in a few bottles of wine, 50 yuan basically finished, the taste is also OK, so we call it the old place.
After arriving at the old place, all ready, so we each opened a bottle of wine, while drinking while bragging, he wolfed down the meal after drinking, I did not eat all instant noodles in my stomach for two days, unexpectedly did not have an appetite, drank a bottle of wine, and then watched him eat, watching him eat that I suddenly very generous, life can eat really fucking good.
After we finished eating, we found a place to sit. After sitting for a while, I said I had to go back to study. I still knew nothing about Monday's exam. He said he would be very empty and confused with him. I asked him what was wrong. As a result, this idiot coughed and pretended to be very heavy. He said that I got such a small salary every month. I didn't have a house or a girlfriend. I originally planned to find a girlfriend in this company. I didn't expect those girls to resign. When was it too much? I really couldn't see the future. I can't see hope. I buy lottery tickets every day. I thought that if I won five million yuan in the lottery ticket, I would have fought for hundreds of years less. Yesterday, the lottery opened, and I didn't have any seeds. I listened to the gas, I said you fuck less with Laozi mention house, girlfriend, struggle, hope, future these sensitive words, Laozi was annoyed now, need to hear some positive heroic inspiring words, say these next empty boring don't come to brother. The idiot smiled bitterly.
As a result, I didn't come back to study. I had an exam on Monday. I can take the exam however I like. Anyway, from childhood to now, we have all taken the exam. So we made a decision together. We drank and walked. We ran to the place where my college classmate lived in March Bridge. I called him Brother Fei Long. We finished two bottles of zirconium in three times. We were ready to go back to school. When we reached the school gate, we actually felt like we had not drunk. Therefore, two people ran into Duck Overlord Restaurant and ordered something to eat. They each came to two bottles of beer. After drinking it out, it was more than ten o 'clock. He asked me how I felt. I said I didn't feel it. He asked me how I could drink so much. I said that the f * cking train was not pushed, and it was not bragging. I had been drinking every day to resist‘ the cold for a long time, so drinking now was like drinking Red Bull energy drinks. It seemed to be bragging a little too much. I asked him, I said that you seem to be a little better than before. Do you still remember the week before the college entrance examination at my house? You and Guo Yuanzhi, Old Han, you three drank so much that you cried your father and mother, causing me to carry you to bed one by one. I cooked things for you and had to clean up your filth. He quickly said, The past is unbearable to look back on. I asked again, I said, how did you practice? As a result, this product bragged bigger than me, saying that every night at work, it was 60 degrees. That white wine was like drinking water. F * ck, the highest degree I had drunk was only 58 degrees of Jinmen sorghum red. Where did it come from 60 degrees? You f * cking bragged and didn't look at the target. You met an acquaintance. Stupid youth quickly changed the topic, said he had a few days off, why don't we go to the bar, hey, sleep for two days also pain, go, who is afraid of who, so took a taxi to the bar called Shi Yi, at night we drink while chatting some irrelevant words.
We drank a lot, but we still felt really clearheaded, and we thought, why is this bar called Recall? It sounds so sad. Is the owner of the bar trying to pick up some lost memories? When I confirmed this idea, I suddenly admired myself. Sigh, how shameless. I admired myself and thought that people who came here for drinks might be trying to pick up some memories they had lost. So I asked me if I was also here to pick up memories. As a result, I obviously denied my mother. I picked up a chicken feather. I didn't forget what I shouldn't remember. What I should remember was clearly visible, as if it was yesterday. I want to fart, let the mind stop rotating at this moment, drink!
Unconsciously has to dawn, he went back to his company, I also staggered back to school, I do not know how to do, my heart immediately rushed to desolation, emptiness and confusion, I think that stupid youth may be the same bar.
I remember that stupid X senior named Liu Tong wrote such a few words in his book called "Whose Youth Is Not Lost": If you feel lonely, it is the opportunity for you to know yourself. You're right if you don't feel understood. It's an opportunity for you to meet friends. You think darkness is right, that's your chance to find light. You feel helpless on the right, so you know who is your noble, you feel confused on the right, whose youth is not confused. Always feel that everyone else is very positive, but I am so confused, in fact, now it seems that you, confused and more than one of me?
Yes, whose youth is not confused!
Author's zero year
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