I love the feeling that you love me.

There is no beginning, but there is no end after all! I thought it was love; I thought I would love after a period of time; I thought feelings could be cultivated; I thought you who loved me, I'm sorry! It's all because I'm naive. In the world of love, I have always been a blank piece of paper. I have been looking forward to and afraid of love. Always waiting for an imaginary perfect love, once is enough! Always worried about getting hurt and do not want to hurt the people who love me, have never wanted to fall in love, at least in college.

You who love me, I'm sorry! It's all because I'm too selfish. I have never regretted knowing you. Your concern for me and your care for me make me feel very happy. I thought it was love. I thought I would love slowly because I was too selfish and had been immersed in being loved. I didn't have the heart to break the illusion of happiness. I'm sorry! Everything is because I am too impulsive. I should not give you hope, where there is hope, there will be disappointment! Perhaps, I should not have tried, I think only experience will have experience, to understand what is love! I ignored your gains and losses. But I can't keep pushing myself, still less can I keep lying to you.

In those days, I have been changing myself, hoping to become a person you like. I've been getting used to you, even though I don't like it, I'm not used to it, and I'm even afraid. I thought that was love. Later, I realized that love doesn't need to be changed deliberately! Maybe it was a beautiful mistake at the beginning, remember the two months that we talked about? Yes, I'm afraid I'm just impulsive. I don't feel moved by emotion. The two-month agreement ended here. I always thought I liked you, but then I found out that what I like is the way you like me.

I've been meaning to say something to you, but I don't know what to say! If you think we can still be friends, I'd love to! We will always be good friends. If you think you don't have to pay attention to me, I will stay quietly!

You who love me, I'm sorry!