The brightest star in the night sky, sounded in the sound of the radio, I am walking alone on the path, recalling the most beautiful starry sky. That year I was shocked and shaken down, burned my bridges and exhausted all my strength. I changed myself, and I gained the best experience. Under the witness of the starry sky, I opened this period of time, ups and downs, waiting for you to taste. Life is still going on leisurely, and I strutted along with that period of time.
The jingle bell rang for class, and I sat in the classroom with all kinds of mixed and tangled emotions, just as I sat in the joint examination room after that. This is the first day, the first day of senior three. After that, there are many first days, but they are not as unforgettable as this first day. On this day, I made an amazing decision. Yes, I'm going to learn to draw and then be admitted to a good university. Some of my classmates bless me, and some of them gloat. I have no time to take care of those eyes, just hope to start a new life as soon as possible. The muddle-headed life in the first and second year of high school has crushed me out of shape. In the third year of high school, I will put all my eggs in one basket and get back on my feet.
So, in this way began my road to counterattack. I dragged my heavy luggage to the training school to report, carrying large and small bags, and was strangely watched by many eyes on the way to the office, and the whole journey was full of hardship and torture. After walking for a while, there suddenly appeared a man in volunteer clothes, with a high ponytail, with a warm and clean smile, like the rising sun. A girl of the same age came over and politely asked, classmate, can I help you? Somehow, I didn't have any vigilance in the past, and I just let nature take its course. I asked her name, her name is Ping Ting, I told her my name is like curl. In the days since then, it never occurred to me that Pingting loved each other like curl. She introduced the school to me all the way, and she was very enthusiastic. I feel lucky in my heart. After completing the admission procedures, we left each other's contact information with her and never saw each other again.
The days of fierce competition hit me, and there was no room for me to have other thoughts. What's more, I, a new monk who became a monk in the middle of the road, needs more precipitation and efforts. Because, in the joint examination, there will be tens of thousands of people. The days of painting every day are monotonous and boring, bosom friends are difficult to find, and even painting lessons are very difficult to learn. Just when I was depressed, Pingting appeared. She transferred to my class. As soon as she came in, she saw me. She looked at me jokingly and said, "Why are you so depressed the other day?" I didn't know how to answer her words, so I bowed my head with shame. Seeing this, he said very seriously that he would take me to a place. In the evening, everyone in the class is trying to draw. She secretly led me to the grass outside. When I came there, I was surprised why I didn't find this pleasant scene. The sky is dotted with long stars, a gust of wind blowing, Ling Feng mixed with the smell of grass, refreshing. Just for a moment, the heart has relaxed a lot. We chose a clean lawn and lay down. She began to tell her story, the same struggle, the same sadness, so that I had a great resonance. I am powerless to comfort her, I can comfort her, what I can do is to accompany her and listen quietly. She asked me: do you like stars? I turned to look at her and didn't know what to say. Her eyes were filled with something more charming than ever, and there seemed to be a spell in her mouth. I was slowly attracted by her spell, and she said slowly: whenever I am frustrated and desperate, I will shout to the sky and look at the stars all night. My favorite writer, Mark Harden, once said that when we look up at the stars, we know that they are hundreds of light-years away, and some of them no longer exist. It took a long time for their light to reach Earth, during which time they themselves disappeared or exploded and disintegrated into red dwarfs. These facts can make people feel small. If you encounter difficulties in life, you might as well think about these and you will understand what is trivial. With that, tears welled up in my eyes. This is the most touching and profound word I have ever heard. I burst into tears and released all the repression of the past. I really need this kind of emotion, but fortunately it came in time.
After going back, the teacher didn't say anything, maybe he understood. I went back to my dorm room, finished washing, and lay on the bed chewing carefully the words of Ping Ting. Suddenly, the phone screen lit up and the text message she sent when she opened it. She said that you do not know how strong you are, and you are glad to know me as a friend and encourage me to dream of being a horse.
After that. She and I really set foot on a battlefield without gunpowder smoke. When I think about it, I will still feel numb and moved. We ignore the indifferent interpersonal relationships and the cruelty of reality in our class. We get up at six o'clock and go to the playground to read and run in the morning. We don't want to neglect our studies and bodies while learning to draw. There are many times when we don't have time for breakfast. We grab a few steamed buns and put them in our pockets and run to the classroom. I get dirty with paint every day. For this reason, we got the title of a big cat. At night, we catch up with the progress of painting. Especially when it's cold in winter, my hands are so cold that I can't even hold a paintbrush. Occasionally, when you are lazy, you just take out your cell phone and take a look at the pictures of the stars, and then put them in. The starry sky has become a good cure for me, and it is also the witness of my friendship with Ping Ting. Curl and Pingting encourage each other and support each other all the way. Without Ping Ting's company, I don't know what fate I will go to.
In this class quiz, I got the first place unexpectedly. She excitedly pulled me to celebrate and warned me not to be proud. Stability is the most important thing. This small success has given me great confidence, but as Ping Ting said, don't be complacent. This time I just climbed a hill, and there are many mountains waiting for me to conquer and climb. If I stop because of my small achievements, then my life will have only a few pitiful memories of the past. The success of the past does not represent the present, let alone reflect the future. When accomplishing the goal of a stage, everything should be cleared and everything should be fought from the beginning. Parents often say that people's epiphany is in a second. At that time, I had an epiphany for a second.
She and I are still fighting for our destiny non-stop, and the joint exam is coming. Looking back, I have experienced too many days, but no matter how long it is, it can not be longer than this period of time. The mountains and rivers are still the same, and people are better than before. The atmosphere in the school became tense before the exam. Ping Ting and I increased the intensity and difficulty in the original plan, which means that we have reduced our sleep time again. If you want to sleep, go outside and blow a cold wind. You can still hold on when you are sick. We finish the task like robots, and then move on to the next task. Day by day, never tireless. You don't know, the happiness and satisfaction of completing the project is self-evident. Even sometimes, I feel sick when I see the drawing paper. Really, painting is a disgusting and lonely thing. When I was about to collapse, I would hit the tree with my head. However, after calming down for a while, he returned to his seat and continued to draw. Just as everything was going on in an orderly way, she made the decision to go home and practice painting. I respect the choice of my friends. Although we are no longer together, our hearts are still running together. I believe that we will meet at the same end in the end.
After she left, I began to fight alone. Maybe I am used to being alone, but I still stick to my daily life. There is no end to the struggle, make yourself stronger.
In the cold winter of the 12th lunar month, goose feathers are cut, and the joint examination is about to begin on this day. On the way to the examination room, I walked to my own examination room with a drawing board on my back. I walked in the snow with hard steps for fear that I might accidentally fall. The shoulder crushed by the painter was still aching, so I decided secretly. Be sure to make your suffering worthwhile. See the personality signature of a senior wrote: the inspiration of the flying immortals can not be found, it is enough to play steadily. I think this sentence is a good summary of my expectations of myself. I just hope that I can play a normal level smoothly so that I can be normal is really important.
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