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At night, the computer will be turned off. The last item is to keep an electronic diary. After typing the date, I found that today is the five-bull; four Youth Day. This festival, which is famous for the five-bull; four sports, has become more and more lonely in recent years. When I was young, on this day, the children would be so excited that they could not sleep at night in the joy of anticipation. At that time, they will revere the martyrs, uphold the flavor of nature, and enjoy the happy life that the martyrs have bought for them with their lives. It is on this day that many children join the League. To be honest, the meaning of the League organization is copied from the League Constitution, and no one knows how much it can be understood. But the children know that the League is a progressive organization and it is an honor to join it. What makes the children look forward to is the annual activities of the five-bull; four Youth Day. That is equivalent to a spring outing. Children who are able to attend on that day will proudly receive preferential treatment rarely seen by their parents. In the arms of nature

After turning off the lamp, a ray of moonlight was cast on the bed through the window screen. The author put on his clothes and came to the window, opened the curtains and looked out from the window. By this time, the moon was in the middle of the sky, and the night was still. The difference is that most of today's children don't remember this day. The hustle and bustle of green waters and green mountains is silent in the long river of history. Along with the spirits of the martyrs, they became lonely.

The author remembers that he took the oath in front of the Martyrs Tower in Beishan Park in this city. Twenty-six or seven years ago, because my grandfather, who had never even met, used to be a businessman, his family was not good. As a result, he wore the hat of the descendants of the exploiting class. When he joined the Red Guards in primary school, he was made difficult; when he joined the Young Pioneers, he was made difficult; when he joined the Red Guards in middle school, he was made difficult; when he joined the League, he was made difficult. Other children can easily enter the organization, the author has to spend several times the effort, after a long-term test can be accepted. But compared with his mother who has been a party activist for 38 years, he is still lucky. When my mother was on her deathbed, she expressed regret about it. This great mother sacrificed herself for her own sake and worked hard in teaching for more than 40 years. The biological parents (the author's grandfather and grandmother) who lived in the same province (even at that time was only one day by train). In the more than 40 years after teaching, they only saw them twice. neither of the two old people died in the filial piety of their children, but they finally left the world she was fighting for with regret. The bright moon tonight is the best witness of this mother. It witnessed her painstaking journey from a League member (her mother's family was an authentic working class family, but later she married the descendants of a businessman).

What is right and wrong in the world has no meaning to the deceased mother, and her old man and her pious soul were left behind at that time. The process in which the elderly pursue progress is their selfless dedication to education. No matter how distorted the goals she pursued at that time, it could not tarnish her piety to the cause of education. In fact, what she pursues all her life is to teach her children to understand and let them grow up and be happy.

After teaching, the author also led the new members of our school to hold a swearing-in ceremony under the martyrs' memorial tower in Beishan Park. But the Monument to the Martyrs was silent in the barren weeds more than a decade ago. When I was young, the author went to sweep the tombs of the martyrs almost every year, leaving traces of the author's growth around the tower, but at that time he turned around the monument many times, but could not find a trace of memory.

Not long ago, a parent had a conflict with the secretary of the Youth League Committee of our school. Because I didn't get any of the middle school students' exhibitions ordered by my children. The child is about to transfer to another school, and the parents ask for the magazine they subscribe to. The secretary of the Youth League Committee of our school insisted that it was sent out, but all the League members of all classes in the school did not get the magazine they subscribed to. In the end, under the tuning of the head teacher, the Secretary of the Youth League Committee found several old magazines and settled the matter. As soon as the author learned afterwards, it turned out that the current League members did not have any activities, in addition to paying tour fees, they were forced to accept newspapers and periodicals or even daily necessities promoted by the League organization. The Middle School Student Expo is a must-subscribe magazine for League members in this city, but these magazines are in the forefront. The semi-nude photos of young boys and girls on the cover and clip pages and the description of the front position of campus life are unacceptable to the closed northern schools.

The magazine subscription task is assigned by the city and must be completed. In addition, the local municipal party committee also directly confronted the central government's prohibition on the forced distribution of newspapers and periodicals to students in the form of red-headed documents, requiring students to subscribe to the city's party newspapers whose quality was so poor that they almost became professional advertisements. Students in our school shared money and ordered one for each class because they were poor, but almost all the students could not see the newspaper they subscribed to. Sometimes newspapers are thrown aside as waste paper in the mailroom, and sometimes teachers are treated as waste paper when they are sent to the office. As for the high school students' Expo, if it hadn't been asked for many times by students and parents, it would have been sold as waste paper for a few cents a jin. The beautiful name is: afraid of students being adversely affected!

Poor tonight moon, where to, to leisurely, there just see, light and shadow east head? The cold moonlight shone into the house through a touch of light cloud. A shiver pulled the author back to reality. Although the author got rid of the work of the head teacher because of illness, what is more difficult to describe is the mental harm brought to the author by being forced to work for a tiger.

Who fastens the flying mirror without roots? Who will stay if she doesn't marry?