Keep pulling back memories

Ordinary is a kind of happiness, any prosperity will have an end day, endless pain and loss will also have an end moment, many people think that people should live a colorful life, have a lot of things that others do not have there is a kind of luck, is a kind of happiness, but this kind of life will soon disappear, people come to this world to suffer. Only ordinary life will last long, only ordinary life will be happy, there will be no unexpected disasters, and no unexpected surprises will fall from the sky, because this surprise is not necessarily a real surprise, maybe it is just a disaster, or it will make your life a mess because of this surprise.

We are always in the pursuit of an exciting and fresh life, always think that if the monotonous life is too helpless, but we will still fall into a journey back to the origin.

Once I thought that love and friendship must be the kind of relationship that will give everything for each other and make us use all our strength. Once this relationship does not have that kind of feeling, I think it must not be true friendship or love. People are selfish and think that there will not be that kind of feelings for themselves, or that these feelings are ordinary, starting from little by little, those care, those love, those help do not need you to open your mouth, they will habitually help you solve, habitual greetings, habitual efforts to help you tide over the difficulties. Even if they have reached the point where they have not enough to eat, they will not force you, without vigorous feelings, without vows of wealth and honor, without unswerving promises, they have been there all the time, they have been there all the time, and every aspect of your life has made you feel that you can't live without them.

Once made an appointment with some people, shared commitment to feelings, and some people to draw a better picture of the future, now only one person is left to imagine, which also proves that vows are never useful. I have traveled a lot of places. I have had a lot of things. I have seen many places that are difficult for others to reach in their lives. I have been domineering and angry. I will have friction with others for some small things, even at the expense of using force, but I have never been happy. I've never been happy. Some things I think I can never get, I and many people are from different worlds, but I am always in despair and always spend my life in loss and melancholy.

I am unscrupulously squandering the most beautiful time of my life, paying everything for the person I like, giving up my possession for the past I love, and now I have nothing and lost all directions. I have lost my goal and my original dream, lost my best time, and in a twinkling of an eye, I have become old and no longer have the impulse and passion of those days. I just want to find a quiet place to write my own words. Maybe this will look a little tasteless, maybe it will get a lot of people's strange eyes, but what can it be, plain and light is always happy.

Ordinary life is not so boring, free to fish, make a cup of tea, let oneself completely relax, throw away all the baggage, put their own burden out of mind, quiet, a touch of a warm happiness will come. Sometimes I force myself not to think about something, but I still inadvertently think of it and inadvertently reveal my pain. I once thought of giving up everything I had to let myself go back to the past and live a quiet life like that. just plain.

The more experiences, the more memories, the more pain. Perhaps a casual word or an action of someone will remind you of a person who keeps popping up in your mind. It is difficult for us to abandon it completely with all our strength. She will always be with you. If there is no memory, there will be no pain, but everything used to be in your mind. Once the warmth and happiness have been engraved in your heart, how can you easily give up, the greatest pain is often not given by others but the cage you set for yourself.

If there were no encounter, no acquaintance and no love, this relationship would be gone, but there are not so many things in the world if there is only naked reality, only cruel you and me. Now every time I take out my cell phone, I wonder if I still have the courage to tell you. I know that there is no relationship between you and me, but I can never convince myself that I can't really extricate myself. Maybe it's really a mystery. I always do not know how to treat you, now is only the only wish, if you are well, it is my happiness.