Lonely and innocent

What else can I do and what can I do now? All I know is that I am bored, and the bottom of my heart tells me that my feelings are blank.

What I need is someone who can accompany me, who can give me care, bring me happiness, and give me something to think about all the time. When I am lonely, I know that there is a person I want to think of. In my spare time, I know there is someone I want to accompany. When I am happy, I know someone who wants to share my happiness with me. But this person has not come in my life for a long time, maybe she has already appeared, maybe I have missed this person.

After missing me, I was so boring that life seemed to lose its original meaning to me. Fun is really not so important to me anymore. There is no one around me who wants to share my happiness. Besides my family, what else is there for me to remember? The feeling in my heart has become blank and lighter. Loneliness is just a pronoun, more is indescribable loss in the heart, it is simply lonely. Such youth, how can we be willing to waste it with loneliness? How can we spend such a time in loneliness?

Looking back on the past 20 years, what do we use to commemorate those innocent years? What do we take to face the rest of our lives when we are mature? After entering the twenties, what else do we have except loneliness? How can we bid farewell to our disillusioned youth when we are so lonely? When we get old, what can we use to recall the early days of love? When all this appears in front of me, I just want to say that I have lived a lonely life without guilt.

Author: Pinger