My emotional Diary (2)

Today is May 3, 2017. my specific location is here in Tonglitun Village, Wujiang. It is 19:10 in the evening. There are bursts of music dancing in the square from the supermarket in Wujiang. A few minutes ago, my mother called me. She said that there was a church not far from the supermarket in Wujiang. Now she is attending a prayer meeting in the church. My mother said that there are many coastal people in the church. Today, I didn't go out. Here in the rented house, there is Wi-Fi, so I watched the TV in 4G and the movies in bilibili. TM, jump up. What song is it? Now the square dance over there is this rhythmic music, regardless of it, I continue to write my diary. When it comes to watching movies, I'm not hiding it, you know what I'm talking about, yes, yellow videos. But if you want me to tell you what the website of the yellow video I logged in is, I'm sorry, I won't tell you. Don't think that I am such a persistent person, I am no more negative than anyone else in watching yellow videos. For the yellow video, what I want to say is that you'd better not watch the yellow video, and don't use the video as the object of imitation to operate realistically. It's not fun to trade freedom for a moment of excitement. It's not worth it. So, you have to keep a clear head all the time. When dealing with excitement, that's why I say, people who don't have a strong mind had better not watch that video. It will make your mind deviate from the reality, make you unable to recognize the reality, and equate the content in the video with the content in the reality. In this way, it is best for a person to stay busy. Once busy, who will have time to watch those boring videos? Therefore, sometimes it is not a good thing to be too idle.

Well, there are several TV content today. One is about a case in today's story, saying that a sophomore died a few days after baopi surgery. It's a little awkward to die. This reminds me that when I was a university student in Xianyang, the advertisements on the street for the treatment of andrology diseases encouraged people to have this operation and that operation. Later, the teacher who taught us economic law said such a sentence, saying: there are always those advertisements on the street, which makes foreigners think that many people in Xianyang have that kind of disease.

I watched another TV program, which is a series of programs about exploring the wilderness and survival on the CCTV science and education channel. This program is more exciting. I also like to watch some programs on the CCTV Agricultural Channel. I made an appointment last night. This program sometimes makes people laugh and sometimes makes people cry. It feels pretty good. In the afternoon, I watched another college student debate about whether money is the root of all evil. After watching this debate, I summed up this point of view: when two people are quarrelling or arguing, you can't get that person to give in. Everyone will find thousands of reasons to prove their rationality and correctness, so quarrels and arguments are not only emotional catharsis. It does not have a substantial effect on solving the problem.

Then I watched a comedy movie by Jacques Tatti that I had never seen before, and a French comedy movie called Welcome to the North for a few minutes. I didn't look at it much. I just took a quick look. Tomorrow we'll see exactly what's in it.

Well, that's what happened today. Now I'll make up for yesterday's experience on May 2, and the diary will be complete.

On May 2, that is, yesterday morning, my mother and I took the luggage trolley to Kunshan to pick up the luggage stored there on the 28th. We took the 756 bus to Tongli bus station at Tuncun platform. The bus driver of the baggage cart held by my mother seldom brought the baggage cart to the bus.

Later, when the bus drove to Tongli bus station, my mother and I went to Tongli bus station to have a look at the bus to Kunshan. However, there was no bus to Kunshan at Tongli bus station, so my mother and I took bus No. 203 to Wujiang bus station at Tongli bus station. When the bus driver saw that his mother had brought such a scary luggage cart, he hardly brought it to the bus. There seems to be a little bit of anger. But his anger is his business. No one can stop us from going to Wujiang bus station. Although he is reluctant, he still obediently let us put this luggage cart on the car.

So, what I want to tell you is that when someone is a little angry, you don't need to have a tit-for-tat quarrel with him. You should always maintain this attitude: his anger is his business, and what I do is mine. His anger doesn't stop me from doing what I want to do. No matter how angry he is, I don't want to be disturbed by his anger. This is what the Savior Jesus Christ told us, the true meaning of patience, when you feel that patience is a very difficult thing, when you think about what you really want, you naturally learn to be patient.

After arriving at Wujiang bus station, my mother and I went to the ticket office to make tickets. My mother took two tickets to Kunshan South Station. It was 10:30. It was already 10:00 when my mother got the ticket. Then we boarded the bus to Kunshan South Station at gate 11. It took about 50 minutes for the bus to arrive at Kunshan South Railway Station. my mother and I went to the left-luggage office to pick up our luggage. the excess baggage was 69 yuan, a total of two baggage boxes, so my mother paid 69 yuan for one. Take out the luggage stored in one grid, pay another 69 yuan, and take out the luggage stored in the other. In this way, the luggage was completely picked up, and my mother and I went to the ticket office to get two tickets to Wujiang.

The driving time is 12:30, and then we check in at the ticket gate. It is very easy for the luggage cart and some luggage packed in snakeskin pockets to be put in the belly of the bus.

Because I was in a hurry, I didn't pay much attention to the beauties coming and going in the station. I didn't pay much attention to beauties at Wujiang station. Anyway, there are a lot of beautiful women with flesh-colored stockings on their thighs. If I have to tell you why, I can only say that many beautiful women in the station wear flesh-colored stockings on their legs. Yeah, it's sexy.

The bus returned all the way from Kunshan South Station to Wujiang bus Station, and my mother and I took two more buses to Tongli at Wujiang bus Station. the bus to Tongli took nearly an hour to leave, so we waited and waited. It was not easy to put all the luggage in the belly of the car and we got on the bus again, but the driver of the bus said which two of them got off at Tongli and asked us to come down and transfer to another bus. This made me unhappy. TM finally got the luggage out of the ticket gate, and TM laboriously put the luggage into the belly of the car. Now, I have to take out my luggage and transfer to another car.

I got out of the door angrily, but my mother didn't get out of the door, and then the driver told me not to change, so I took this car, so I went back to the door. The driver asked us where we should go to Tongli station by bus. I said I was going to Tuncun by bus. The driver said, let me take you to the Tuncun bus stop. Now I understand that the driver thought it was troublesome to drive to the Tongli bus station, so he planned to let us transfer to another bus. Since it was Tuncun, he was happy to take us there, so he said that this was the result of poor communication. Obviously, there was not much contradiction between what I thought and what he thought, but he directly told you to go down and change to another car, which made people bored. Therefore, in communication, we should pay attention to calmness, find out the whole story, and don't jump on the foot as soon as we come up, which will only add confusion to solving the problem.

In this way, we arrived at the Tuncun platform smoothly. My mother and I put our luggage on the luggage cart and walked all the way to the vegetable and fruit supermarket not far away. My mother went to buy ten yuan worth of peas, some eggs, tomatoes, and eight buns. This can be regarded as a peace of mind to go back to dinner, this is what I experienced on May 2 yesterday. The above is all the diaries I wrote today from the beginning to here.

All right, now, I wish you sweet dreams in Tonglitun Village, Wujiang.

Good night.

2017 . 5.3

Today is May 4, 2017. at the moment, my specific location is here in Tonglitun Village, Wujiang. The time now is 19:23 in the evening. I didn't go out today, so I stayed here in the rented house, feeling infinitely lonely. But no matter how lonely it is, there is always fun. It is important to remember that whether a person is happy or not has nothing to do with whether he is lonely or not. no matter how boring the environment is, as long as he is fully explored, he will be able to find the fun. God did not create us to endure suffering. On the contrary, God created us to find happiness. Before God created this heaven and earth, God was also lonely and lonely. No one came to accompany God, and no one told God a joke to make God laugh. But our God created all the beautiful scenes with eternal love to break infinite loneliness and loneliness. He let us think, feel, think, let us have feelings, and make us feel the beauty of nature. Let us taste the joys and sorrows of the world and keep it all away from us, so unless we are happy, we cannot feel God's love for us. When we finally return to the kingdom of heaven and inherit the eternal inheritance of the kingdom of heaven, at that time, we have endless abundance and lovingkindness in the arms of God, but then I thought that God's kingdom of heaven works on earth as if it were in heaven. Our Savior Jesus Christ said that the kingdom of heaven is in our hearts, and we are the epitome of the kingdom of heaven, and now that it has been attributed to our Savior Jesus Christ, then the kingdom of heaven is in our hearts. God's heavenly Father's abundance and lovingkindness will eliminate our loneliness, loneliness and pain. Therefore, the kingdom of heaven is in our hearts, as long as you understand the meaning of this sentence, you can find the true meaning of happiness.

So, in order to get rid of boredom and depression, this morning I was bored to read some e-books on my mobile phone, which is the book on psychological tricks. I saw several points today, namely, let yourself achieve the level of concentration, the impact of first impressions, do not always think of yourself as a queen, the world. There are two reasons why people have different hearts, the fixity of human nature, whether daydreaming is good or not, why people always think that society is unfair to you, the emergence and influence of competitive psychology, and the reason why heroes are sad to be beautiful. It is said that changing power from decentralization to concentration can improve the efficiency of doing things. For example, when students are in class, if you want to play while listening to the teacher, your energy will be distracted. In this way, your efficiency will be low. For example, if you strive to seek the Tao, but always focus on sadness, boredom, and annoyance, or put too much into enjoyment, such as the enjoyment of food. Love se enjoyment, eye enjoyment, money enjoyment, so that you will become inefficient in the growth of Tao. This is why spiritual practitioners like abstinence, because in a state of abstinence, people can concentrate their energy and not be scattered. In this way, it will be more effective in the growth of Tao. The same is true in science, as well as, a variety of understandings, literature, art, mathematics, philosophy, all of which are inseparable from a high degree of concentration of energy. this is how the achievements in many fields come from. Christians' prayer is a form of concentration, to achieve a state of peace of mind in the way of prayer, so that the force of worry and pain is no longer pulled, whether in spiritual practice or in doing secular things. Can be like a fish in water. Therefore, our Savior Jesus Christ repeatedly stressed that we should pray with an honest heart in front of our God's Heavenly Father, and that we can regain our strength through this way of communicating with our God's Heavenly Father. So try to pray, whether it's closing the door and praying silently in your heart, or crying and repenting with tears on your face, our God and Heavenly Father will always listen to your prayer so that your hardship can be eliminated and you can concentrate.

Well, I don't need to talk about the impact of first impressions. you must have experienced this feeling very well. if you say you don't feel this feeling, then try a pair of slippers during the interview. you'll know what the influence of first impression is. As for not always thinking of yourself as a queen, it is said that there used to be a queen named Victoria in England. Who did the queen think she was? when she had a quarrel with her husband, her husband closed the bedroom door and refused to let her in. Queen Victoria was knocking at the door. Her husband asked who knocked at the door. Queen Victoria said: the Queen is knocking. Victoria's husband said, "who does she think she is?" Then Queen Victoria knocked on the door again and her husband asked who it was. The Queen of Victoria said: Victoria. Queen Victoria's husband said: who does she think she is? Then Queen Victoria knocked on the door, and her husband continued to ask: who knocked at the door? Queen Victoria said: your wife. So Queen Victoria's husband opened the bedroom door and let Queen Victoria in. So, this example tells us that a person has more than one role, and you should pay attention to the role change. when you are in the street, whether you wear gold or silver, or you wear shabby clothes, you are just the role of a passer-by. When you eat in a hotel, whether you are a big boss or an official, you are just a diner. If you don't pay attention to changing roles and putting on airs to deal with hard waiters, you will be ungrateful.

All right, I'll just talk a little bit about the other points. There are different people in the world. I mean, don't judge others by what you think is good or bad. The fixity of human nature means that rivers and mountains are easy to change and nature cannot be changed. Whether daydreaming is good or not, daydreaming is not a derogatory term, it can stimulate people's potential and stimulate people's creativity. As for people who always think that society is unfair to themselves, it means that people pay too much attention to their own suffering and the success of others, but fail to see the setbacks behind the success of others. Mediocre people only see their own pain in front of suffering, so they complain, while geniuses see hope in front of suffering, so they learn to be grateful. Are you a mediocrity or a genius? Well, with regard to comparison, this point really hit the nail on the head. I will just say a little bit about how to do it, that is, adopt vertical comparison, compare more with your own yesterday, and not with others, so that you can increase your self-confidence. people will become less painful. There is also a hero who is sad about beauty, which is fun, which represents a sense of conquest, a sense of psychological conquest, a sense of physical conqueror. According to research, the greater a person's ability, the stronger a person's xingyu and the stronger his possessive desire for beauty se, so is the reverse also true? In this way, the benevolent see benevolence, and the wise see wisdom.

Well, after reading the book, I used the wireless network to watch the video of Xiao Luo's parody, the video of Dapeng's parody, and the parody video of taking off the trousers of strangers in the street. These videos are more fun. I like to watch this kind of parody video. It's exciting. In the video of Xiao Luo's parody, I saw these several. One is that Xiao Luo booked a room in advance, then went to the street and pretended to go there with that kind of woman, and then the price was settled, so Xiao Luo took the woman to the room booked in advance. Then Xiao Luo taught the woman to improve, but the woman finally got anxious and slapped Xiao Luo in the face. And slammed the door. Also tested a woman, that woman's performance is quite the opposite, but also took the initiative to do this deal for free.

There is also a woman who first talked to a woman standing by the side of the road waiting for the bus with a group of people driving an electric bike. The woman disagreed, saying that she had a boyfriend, and then Luo drove a limousine to pick up the woman, and the woman got on the bus. Luo took the woman to a restaurant for dinner. Later, Luo brought back the unfinished meal and drink. As a result, Luo deliberately spilled the meal and drink on the computer in front of the cashier. The cashier was also with Luo. Ronaldinho said that the woman pushed him. As a result, Ronaldinho ran away. Finally, the cashier dragged the woman and refused to let the woman go, asking the woman to pay 20,000 yuan. He asked the woman to sweep the floor and swept the floor for a period of time, and the woman called her boyfriend. As a result, her boyfriend beat Xiao Luo. Of course, the details of the same knife stabbing were exaggerated and there was an obvious element of fraud. But it's a good idea, okay.

Today, I watched these videos of Dapeng's parody. One is that Dapeng walked up to a strange girl, said a few words affectionately to the stranger, and then walked away silently. The stranger didn't know what was going on. They didn't know what the deep lines said by Dapeng meant. Another is that Dapeng said to a strange girl in the street: I don't love you anymore. Let's break up. As a result, the girls laughed. When he saw a couple, Dapeng said to the girl, "who is he?" Why are there other boys out there behind my back? I don't love you anymore. Let's break up. The girl said: I don't know you. And said to her boyfriend, "I don't know him." The girl's boyfriend may be a little depressed at the moment.

Another is, Dapeng said to the strange girl in the street, "can you zuoai with me?" As a result, the women turned around and left. When asked about some women, the woman scolded Dapeng: you are sick. Or: sick. Finally, Dapeng shouted in the crowd: which one of you can zuoai with me. I think, tomorrow, I will continue to watch parody videos.

Well, that's all for today's diary. I wish you sweet dreams here in Tonglitun Village.

Good night.

2017.5.4

Today is May 5, 2017, and today's solar terms are the Beginning of Summer, which means that this year's spring is over. Now my specific location is here in Tonglitun Village, Wujiang. Now it is 20:35 in the evening. There is a book called Provence for the year, and there is also a book called returning to Provence. This is strange. Why did I mention these two books in the first place? This is because this morning, I looked at something in the e-book returning to Provence, which mentioned that the city of Marseilles is different from other cities in France. I think I still like to read the Provence book I read before. The humorous sentences in that book attracted my interest in reading that book every night before going to bed last winter. I borrowed the author's experience to feel the beauty of Provence. You can also read Provence one year sometime. This book is well written. It is not as boring as ordinary travel notes. It adds a strong flavor of local life in Provence and makes the image of the characters appear on paper. It is more readable. Fortunately, I am not a bookseller. If I were a bookseller, after my introduction, I am afraid you would compete to buy them.

It was only this morning that I learned that the man who looked silly before living in the two rooms next to me turned out to be a graduate student. Studying history. Now dishevelled, wearing shabby clothes, did not go to work. Two days ago, my mother and I went to Kunshan to get our luggage. when we came back, we saw a dishevelled man in shabby clothes sitting by the shed on the other side of the bamboo grove reading. My mother pointed out to me that the man was a fool. One day after that, my mother found that the so-called silly man was renting in the two houses next door. My mother told me that the man didn't look like a good man and told me to be careful. She said that it was either a criminal abscond or someone with a background in this situation. When my mother was attending the prayer meeting the day before yesterday, the landlord and the man also attended the prayer meeting. my mother asked our coastal fellow-townsman who inadvertently met at that time, who took her mother to the prayer meeting, that she was a woman. The woman's home is Zhendong. It is a divorced woman. The woman said to my mother that the landlord rented the house to that man for free.

After lunch today, my mother saw the man sitting outside the door eating broad beans, so she put some of the rest of her lunch in a bowl and gave it to the man, who said he had eaten. Mother asked the man what he ate, and the man said that the workers ate leftovers in the factory canteen for lunch. Later, my mother talked to that man and learned that I heard that the man was a graduate student, 35 years old, unmarried, a native of Donghai in Lianyungang, majoring in history. Mother asked the man why he didn't go to work, and the man said that the reason for his health, in my opinion, was that he had a high vision and a low skill. This makes people have to think, how can rural students not set their sights high and their skills low after they finish college? In the past, when I was in college, I had a high vision and low skills, but later, after a series of setbacks after graduating from college, I knew that people from the countryside came from the countryside. You should first face up to the fact that you are a native from the countryside, and then try to accept it. In this way, you can change from arrogance to humility. Once you are humble, things will not be so ineffective.

Later, the man talked about the problem of a flat tire of the bike, and his mother happened to be able to repair the tire of the bike, so the man brought the bike to his mother to repair it, and the mother pried open the tire of that man's bicycle. A total of five broken places were repaired on the tire of the bike. Later, the landlord, that is, the middle-aged woman who believed in Jesus, came back from the outside. when she saw her mother, she said she would take her mother to see the land that needed to be opened up, so the mother went with the landlord to see the wasteland. Before going to see the wasteland, the landlord told the man that someone would come to see him. The man said he didn't wash his hair, so the landlord said just wash it casually. The man said he didn't take a bath and smelled, so the landlord told him to wash well. The conversation between the landlord and the man alarmed mother.

When my mother came back, after dinner, she told me that someone had stirred up discord in front of the landlord. My mother said that the purpose of the landlord in sending someone to see me was to come to see me. My doubts can't help but rise. Ironically, just now, several people, who were supposed to be brothers and sisters in the Lord, passed by the window. While he was talking, the man was saying words such as thanks to the brothers and sisters in the Lord. The mother is on guard against the brothers and sisters in the Lord. when the mother is listening to the priest's sermon, if what the priest says is not appropriate, the mother's face will immediately show a look of displeasure. Yes, my mother is such a genius. There is no doubt that this hat of genius is worn on my mother's head.

After dinner, I watched another French comedy movie. I didn't finish it. I'll see it tomorrow. By the way, tomorrow I will go to Shanghai with my talented mother to prepare for the communion in the church the day after tomorrow. My gifted mother and I may be in Dachang Church or Zhabei Church the day after tomorrow. I will record in detail the details of receiving the Eucharist.

Well, today's diary is coming to an end. I'm here in Tonglitun Village. How about you?

Wish you a sweet dream.

Good night.

2017.5.5

Today is May 6, 2017. At the moment, I am specifically located in a parking place in a community by the intersection next to the Christian church in Zhabei, Shanghai. Obviously, I am going to stay up late tonight. I have already said when I went to Shanghai a few days ago. Since May 13, I have to come to Shanghai once every Saturday, a total of ten times, this time I came to Shanghai to go to church to receive communion, of course. It is my mother who receives the Eucharist, which I cannot receive for the time being, because I have not been baptized yet. So if I go to Shanghai every Saturday, I can't go there exactly on Saturday, so I can't keep up with the time for baptism training, so I have to come to Shanghai early on Friday. That's why I'm in Shanghai with my mother right now. For those who have enough sleep at the moment, you should be satisfied. It is a very happy thing to have enough sleep. If you can stay on the street one night and stay all night, you will know that it is true that I said that having enough sleep is a very happy thing.

Then let me talk about what I saw today. When I came to Shanghai today, it was in the afternoon. In the morning, my mother sent the electric bike to the factory where my father worked. My mother and I were going to go to Shanghai after lunch. After my mother came back from the electric bike, she bought some snacks to make a side dish and cooked a pot of Congee with Mung Bean Congee. Shortly after lunch, the silly-looking graduate student living in two rooms next door had a flat back tire and asked my mother to repair it. My mother was so impatient that she didn't repair his bicycle tire as she did yesterday. My mother said to me, if I knew that the man's bicycle tire had broken in five places yesterday, he would not have repaired his bicycle tire, but now the man's bicycle tire is broken again. So the mother's impatience is conceivable. My mother later told me that the more incompetent a person is, the more people bully such a person, and the weasel chooses to bite the duck. If you fall behind, you will be beaten. This sentence is worth pondering carefully. The so-called poor man must have something to hate, not to say how bad the poor man is behind him, but to say that the poor man is cowardly and incompetent, and the hateful he is referring to his cowardice and incompetence. But who can save us from cowardice in all this? I want to tell you the answer to this question. It is Jesus Christ, our Savior, who saves us from cowardice. As long as you trust the Savior Jesus Christ wholeheartedly, the cowardly you will no longer become cowardly, and the incompetent you will become strong.

At more than one o'clock in the afternoon, my mother and I went from the house rented in Tonglitun Village to the bus platform of Tuncun Village. We took bus 756 to Jinjiaba. After the bus arrived at Jinjiaba bus station, my mother took two bus tickets to Shanghai Terminal. The bus ticket to Shanghai Terminal is 02:50 in the afternoon. While waiting for the bus to Shanghai Terminal, a girl attracted my attention. Now I'm not in the mood to talk about girls. When we arrived at 02:50, my mother and I took the bus from Wujiang to Shanghai Terminal, which turned from the highway on the other side of Beili to the east, through Qingpu and into downtown Shanghai. Two hours later, the bus arrived at the Shanghai terminus. My mother and I got off at the Shanghai terminus, which is the Shanghai North Railway Station. I stood outside the Shanghai North Railway Station for a while. My mother went to buy two corn. There were some humble stalls selling snacks at the square of the Shanghai North Railway Station. I said to my mother, it would be nice to set up a stall to sell snacks on this side of the Shanghai North Railway Station.

After that, my mother and I went to the bus stop northeast of Shanghai North Station to take the No. 942 bus to Baoshan Road. When the No. 942 bus drove to the fourth or fifth stop, my mother and I got off. We went to a place we had never been to. That road is called Dongbaoxing Road, and there is a subway viaduct above Dongbaoxing Road, which runs north-south along Dongbaoxing Road. I don't know exactly where the Zhabei church is. My mother asked a passer-by. The passer-by said that the nearby church turned east at the traffic light to the south, and then turned south to Duolun Road. The church is just beyond Duolun Road. Duolun Road, this road sounds a little interesting. So my mother and I went to Duolun Road. There is a gate at the intersection of Duolun Road. Inside the gate, the buildings on both sides are a combination of Chinese and Western, ancient and modern, and there are many foreigners on the road. According to the direction of passers-by, my mother and I found the church, not Zhabei Christian church, but Hongde Hall in Hongkou District. In front of the door of Hongde Hall, there are materials introducing the founding history of Hongde Tang, which says that Hongde Tang was founded in 1928, which has been going on for some years.

After that, my mother and I went to look for the Zhabei Christian church. Next to Hongde Hall, there is a gallery called Duolun gallery. To the east of this gallery, there is a hotel. When we passed the hotel, there were many foreigners at the door of the hotel. Those foreigners had finished eating from the hotel and got on the tour bus parked next to the hotel. On the east side of the road in front of the hotel, there is an intersection, which connects Sichuan North Road. The map information I found is: go south along Sichuan North Road, then go west at the southern crossroads, then go south, and then go west. Zhabei Christian Church can find it. So, my mother and I walked south along Sichuan North Road and came to the crossroads not far away. There was a place called Jiajie International Square on the edge of the crossroads. The lights were bright, and there was another Kaihong Square. At the southern interchange of the crossroads, west of the crossroads was Dongbaoxing Road. We walked westward along Dongbaoxing Road. After walking about 50 meters, my mother went to the nearby supermarket to buy fruit. I stood on the side of the road and three girls in shorts came from the west side of the road. They stopped there and took out cigarettes. They lit cigarettes and threw away cigarettes. They probably thought smoking was cool, so they also learned to smoke. TM is so good that they don't learn all this. These girls are really unreasonable. Speaking of which, I couldn't help touching the cigarette in my pocket.

Mother looked at it in the supermarket and didn't buy anything. my mother said that the things sold here in Shanghai were too expensive. In my opinion, this is the real consumption in Shanghai.

We continued to walk westward along Dongbaoxing Road, and soon we came to Baoshan Road. Then my mother and I walked south along Baoshan Road for a while, then went to the northeast and came to Baotong Road. After a while, we saw the Zhabei Christian Church. There is a bus stop opposite the Zhabei Christian church. We just stayed at the bus stop for a while. After that, my mother and I walked a little further west to the parking place in the neighborhood where we had a temporary rest. During the break, my mother took out the boiled peas and garlic seedlings she had brought in the afternoon, and we had dinner.

After that, my mother and I walked west along the parking place in the neighborhood and came to a marble square by the side of the road. Now, I am sitting here to have a rest.

Although it is night now, but I am not tired, energetic, nor sleepy. It seems that staying up late tonight is very easy. Now I am here quietly waiting for tomorrow. So that's all for today's diary. I wish you sweet dreams in Shanghai.

Good night.

2017.5.6

Today is May 7, 2017. At the moment, my specific location is renting a house in Tonglitun Village. Yes, I am back from Shanghai. That means I can get a good night's sleep tonight. The specific time now is 19:48 in the evening. So where do you think I will be at this time tomorrow? You might say, Tuncun. But I want to tell you that at this time tomorrow, I will be in my hometown of Batan on the coast. You may wonder why I will be in Batan at this time tomorrow. Then I will tell you the answer to this question, because tomorrow I will go back to my hometown of Batan with my mother, and the corn planted in the fields of my hometown will be shot with herbicidal enzymes and fertilized. When I go back this time, I won't return to Tonglitun Village until May 14, because on May 15, I will go to the Dachang Church in Baoshan District of Shanghai to attend my first baptism training. So, I was very busy in the first half of this year. Just today, a good friend of mine on Wechat asked me: why don't you go to work every day and go to church with your mother? To this, what I want to say is: what do I do without you to teach me, ok? The subtext of this sentence is: who do you think you are? It is a pity that many people in this society still do not understand the meaning of freedom, nor do they understand what is called filial piety, let alone what is kindness. I say this as if I deliberately emphasize filial piety and kindness. I very much despise the practice of exhorting people with morality. It is a rogue act that he cannot force others to do. He makes morality into a rope and binds people with this rope called morality. If a person still cannot break through the rope established by the society, he will hardly have freedom to speak of. All his life, he listened to what others said, and he did what the social convention said, and then he said yes, and when the social convention was not good, he also said it was not good, and he also said that he could not talk about freedom with such a person. This kind of person cannot understand or understand the meaning of freedom, unless he quickly believes in our Savior Jesus Christ, otherwise, he will never be free.

Yesterday, I didn't write a thing, but today I make up for it in this diary. This is about setting up a stall in the square of Shanghai North bus Station. I remember that at that time, when my mother and I came to the square of Shanghai North bus Station, we saw many simple stalls selling boiled corn and omelet. My mother bought two boiled corn, and my mother and I ate the bought boiled corn at the edge of the square and expressed our views on this phenomenon. My mother said that the Shanghai North Railway Station Square is a good place to set up stalls and sell snacks, which is interesting. My mother meant to sell zongzi on this side of the Shanghai North Railway Station Plaza, just like when I was selling rice dumplings at school when I graduated from college three years ago. So can this meaning be realized? I'll sum it up in one word, that is, wait and see.

Then the time came to this morning. at more than four o'clock this morning, my mother and I went up to Zhabei church from the steps of the neighborhood next to the marble square where we had rest last night. Along the way, I saw many people passing by on bicycles. After that, my mother and I were walking on the road with two schoolbags and the luggage cart. on the way, my mother bought a box lunch worth 14 yuan. Mother wants to buy steamed buns for breakfast, the steamed buns in the steamed stuffed bun shop sell for 2.5 yuan each, and the two zongzi sold in the supermarket are 15 yuan. This means that people living in Shanghai are really a little interesting.

After breakfast, my mother and I went to Zhabei church. My mother pulled the luggage trolley in. At the beginning, the staff in charge of Zhabei church wanted my mother to put her luggage behind the church door, which means to prevent the luggage trolley with schoolbags from entering the church. Mother insisted on going in for today's communion, so the manager of Zhabei Church asked us to go to the chapel inside. My mother and I went to the chapel, so what about the sermon today? I don't have an opinion on that, okay? Again, if you want to hear how the priests preach, go to your local church after 07:00 every morning and listen to the priests' sermons. This is a very good experience. I hope you will try this rare experience.

So when it comes to receiving the Eucharist, that's great. I also receive the Eucharist, which stipulates that believers must be baptized before they can receive it. This will be interesting. May Jesus forgive me.

All right, that's all for today's diary. I'm so tired. I'm going to bed. So, right now, I'm here in Tonglitun Village to wish you a sweet dream. Sweet dreams. Good night.

2017.5.7

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